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I feel like i'm going to die. Seriously. Nothing seems all that important to me right now, I have a constant stomachache, haven't eaten all day, and my eyes are all gross and puffy.
Blake got arrested this morning for running away. He did it on Friday and was hiding out at my house the entire time. He slept over. My parents didn't care, said he could. He was going to leave this morning so that the heat would be off my house, but the cops showed up. They asked me, I lied to them, they found out, i'm going to be in trouble later, they arrested him. In front of my house. Where I could see. I could feel myself just break. I went into my room and cried until I couldn't, then fell asleep. I really don't feel like going to school tomorrow, because I know that people are going to know what's wrong, they're going to ask, i'm going to tell, and i'm going to cry. I hate crying in front of people.
But i'm being good. I haven't done anything to myself. I swear to god that I won't. I promise.
-K
Blake got arrested this morning for running away. He did it on Friday and was hiding out at my house the entire time. He slept over. My parents didn't care, said he could. He was going to leave this morning so that the heat would be off my house, but the cops showed up. They asked me, I lied to them, they found out, i'm going to be in trouble later, they arrested him. In front of my house. Where I could see. I could feel myself just break. I went into my room and cried until I couldn't, then fell asleep. I really don't feel like going to school tomorrow, because I know that people are going to know what's wrong, they're going to ask, i'm going to tell, and i'm going to cry. I hate crying in front of people.
But i'm being good. I haven't done anything to myself. I swear to god that I won't. I promise.
-K