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hiii..how is your summer? yes im asking all of you. :-)
mines actually turning for the better..although nothing good came out of the car situation at all..ive sorta gave to realize that shit happens to people who realllly did nothing and also it can get worse even tho it seems like it cant-it can. :-\
and i started at delta- thats a love/hate thing. its a great job---and the $ aint toooo bad but i guess its just quite hard to work there cause u pretty much devote whatever day they want you to work to them bc u just keep calling in until they need you..and if u call 3 times and then they realize they dont need u-your days kinda already effed + they dont tell u when u get out soooooooo...i dunno thats the hate part.
tonight i went to go c the fantastic 4 with john..let me tell u i was really not looking to foward to the movie and even tho john still thinks im lying..i weirdly loveedd it...it was real cute. it had the whole action-comic bookish comedy romance thing going on. it was a really nice night
dear jms- i hope ur not grounded but if u r- im sorry to say every second of that was worth it <3 <3 <3
life is good these days. and ive decided im gonna try hard not to let it pass me by and i wanna just live by the moment. a while ago someone who was very close to me told me i worried too much and i was just pushing life forward so fast that i was looking past everything else that was going on because i was so paranoid about the future..and i dont want that anymore. obv some stuff needs to be thought about before hand..ie college..but the rest..im just gonna try this- and go for whats best and what makes me happy...and hopefully ill enjoy it. i know latley ive tried hard to live by that statement..ya know taking life by each day and living it in the moment..and latley ive been pretty ecstatic a lot of that is bc of you j
it sucks that along they way [of life i guess] u lose people- literally and figuativley. it sucks. sometimes its cause of them..sometimes its a choice u had to make- whatever it is. its sad..and i think back sometimes and wonder if me and that person..whoever it may be..but if were sitll suppose to be friends..and i dunno i just think sometimes..r we suppose to be there for each other?
i know with some people i thought we were suppose to be but maybe were not and i think that sucks for the both of us sometimes. but who the hell knows what is good for anyone these days we never knew.
i guess that is it for tonight. i dont know where a lot of that came for- but i guess..lol i dont know. just thinking.
love- me
its insane how some people affect u. isnt it- i know mines insane.