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things are still strange.
no word or contact from the new girl in a couple of days. mind you ive been busy working and not doing a heck of alot of scocalizing or spending time online.
i dont know really.
i had love. i lost it. i dont feel comfortable with the idea of risking my heart again to have it.
things were so much simpler when i hated love.
i should just find a next "youll do" and just settle down.
no word or contact from the new girl in a couple of days. mind you ive been busy working and not doing a heck of alot of scocalizing or spending time online.
i dont know really.
i had love. i lost it. i dont feel comfortable with the idea of risking my heart again to have it.
things were so much simpler when i hated love.
i should just find a next "youll do" and just settle down.