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im happily sad.
like i have a ok life. im content with where i am and where im going.
im doing the things i want to do.
just some of its hard. i get these great victorys and im all W00T! and proud and stuff...
but theres no one to really share it with.
and it doesnt have to be him, really sometimes it could be just anyone.
i think really what it is, is im tired of being alone.
im just thinking too much again, still.
doesnt help that a freind of mine just broke up with her boy freind. helping her thru that is a lil weird. cause were all freinds. and their alot alike.
felt strange to give advice based on my own experiances with mine knowing full well they will work with her boy.
the group of people i love are intirely too incestous.
tonight im going out to wiggle. im gonna have a good time damnit!
but i know at the end of the night im comming home alone.
its not sex, that i can get anytime i want, its the emotional connection.
be nice to come home with some one and know their actualy there.
oh well. i should stop typeing and figure out what im wearing. the roomies are getting grumpy.
so, i guess the real question, is the pink hello kittys? or the spandexy thong?
LOL
like i have a ok life. im content with where i am and where im going.
im doing the things i want to do.
just some of its hard. i get these great victorys and im all W00T! and proud and stuff...
but theres no one to really share it with.
and it doesnt have to be him, really sometimes it could be just anyone.
i think really what it is, is im tired of being alone.
im just thinking too much again, still.
doesnt help that a freind of mine just broke up with her boy freind. helping her thru that is a lil weird. cause were all freinds. and their alot alike.
felt strange to give advice based on my own experiances with mine knowing full well they will work with her boy.
the group of people i love are intirely too incestous.
tonight im going out to wiggle. im gonna have a good time damnit!
but i know at the end of the night im comming home alone.
its not sex, that i can get anytime i want, its the emotional connection.
be nice to come home with some one and know their actualy there.
oh well. i should stop typeing and figure out what im wearing. the roomies are getting grumpy.
so, i guess the real question, is the pink hello kittys? or the spandexy thong?
LOL