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[kitten_lil]

today i broke out of my bad stay at home habbit. like i go out every once in a while but not really.
i hybernated this winter. i snuggled myself into my own little space and just stayed home lots.
was almost getting to the point were i was aggoriphobic in a way.

tonight i went out to my old stoping ground.
it felt weird.

ran into old freinds of mine that were really happy to see me.
were gonna hang out tommorow afternoon.

he was there though.

i tried not to notice.

i got out on the floor to dance. and wiggled my lil tushy.
felt like it used to, i could feel his eyes when he looked.
i wish we could dance together still.

went out and had a smoke, was chatting with the freinds.
he left then.

we made eye contact for a breif second.

i dont know. i wish i was as bullet proof as i seem.