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OMG IM GOING NUTS WITHOUT MY EVERCRACK!!!!!!
*faints*
Not to mention, I'm depressing myself again this morning. =/ Dammit, I need some uppers. I'm so sick of getting into this "funk" and feeling like I'll never get back out of it again. Do you know how hard that makes it for me to go to work everyday? Jesus...
I feel like huddling up inside my room and ignoring the rest of the world even though I know that won't accomplish anything. =( I've just got to focus and stick to a plan I guess. Ugh....
I just hate waiting. Especially when I'm making so little money/progress. I just feel like I've been waiting long enough. It seems like most of my LIFE has consisted of WAITING. But in this case,... I really just don't have a choice. I mean, what am I going to do,... threaten the vo-tech teachers into starting classes early?!
I've got to wait until after the first of the YEAR to get a new schedule and set up my classes for Medical Transcription,... AGAIN.
God, why couldn't this have just worked out right the FIRST time? >=(
I feel like punching my computer.......
*faints*
Not to mention, I'm depressing myself again this morning. =/ Dammit, I need some uppers. I'm so sick of getting into this "funk" and feeling like I'll never get back out of it again. Do you know how hard that makes it for me to go to work everyday? Jesus...
I feel like huddling up inside my room and ignoring the rest of the world even though I know that won't accomplish anything. =( I've just got to focus and stick to a plan I guess. Ugh....
I just hate waiting. Especially when I'm making so little money/progress. I just feel like I've been waiting long enough. It seems like most of my LIFE has consisted of WAITING. But in this case,... I really just don't have a choice. I mean, what am I going to do,... threaten the vo-tech teachers into starting classes early?!
I've got to wait until after the first of the YEAR to get a new schedule and set up my classes for Medical Transcription,... AGAIN.
God, why couldn't this have just worked out right the FIRST time? >=(
I feel like punching my computer.......