been awhile
thought i would update, it's almost been a month since the last time. things are going pretty well for me right now, a little hectic but otherwise okay. Work has gotten better, i get along with the people i work with, they seem to like me and i usually have fun. it's not the greatest job in the world but right now it seems to be a good fit for me. i'm proving to myself that i can hold down a job and not freak out. i haven't had any episodes and i've been taking my meds like a good little girl. it makes a huge difference. i went through a rough period and ended up self-injuring but i stopped it, and i've gone about 2 weeks without doing it, which i am very proud of. i know that i can stop the cycle of self-injury and i am determined not to slip up again. the thought of doing it is always there and probably always will be there, after all, it was my main coping mechanism for many many years, i can't expect the urge to go away over night, but i can control it.
things with shawn are going really well, even though i don't see him nearly enough, especially since i work now. i miss him, but we talk every day. we've been back together for 2 or 3 years now and we still haven't had any major fights. we just, fit perfectly together.
Brad's coming down tonight which i'm excited about! can't wait to get me some Dippin' Dots lol! and you better dance for me boy ;) this will be such a nice break from work :)
so yeah, things are going well. my parents have been awesome through everything, especially my mom. they're helping me with rent and food, which i really appreicate. i talk to them on the phone every couple of days. they start to worry if i go more than a couple of days without calling, and i can't blame them. i owe them so much.
sorry i don't update this journal more often. i know that most people probably don't read it anymore but i figure i should update every so often, just incase :)
things with shawn are going really well, even though i don't see him nearly enough, especially since i work now. i miss him, but we talk every day. we've been back together for 2 or 3 years now and we still haven't had any major fights. we just, fit perfectly together.
Brad's coming down tonight which i'm excited about! can't wait to get me some Dippin' Dots lol! and you better dance for me boy ;) this will be such a nice break from work :)
so yeah, things are going well. my parents have been awesome through everything, especially my mom. they're helping me with rent and food, which i really appreicate. i talk to them on the phone every couple of days. they start to worry if i go more than a couple of days without calling, and i can't blame them. i owe them so much.
sorry i don't update this journal more often. i know that most people probably don't read it anymore but i figure i should update every so often, just incase :)