School Today
I went to school severly upset after last night...
I didn't even want to be touched. I yelled at Victoria not to hug me this morning, and I yelled at Navneet during Chemistry not to talk to me.
I hated people today.
All expect... him...
Brent.
He's such a sweetheart when he's not being all perverted and... being a guy. He's one of the few people who managed to make me really happy today.
Brent, Jon, and Matt were trying so hard to make me happy and make me smile.
I can't help but laugh at Jon, he's just too funny to ignore.
Matt is such a nice, happy-go-lucky guy around me that it just rubs off on me.
Brent is so sweet and caring, that I just can't help but be happy around him... maybe I might even have a little crush on him...
I know I do...
It's time to move on... no more crying to myself at night about how sorry I feel for myself.
I still hate the world today (*goes off singing the Meredith Brooks song*), but I really have to thank the guys for giving it their all to make me feel better.
So, thanks to Brent, Jon, and Matt!
I just noticed that their names are in alphabetical order... creepy... I'm not much of an alphabet person...
So... after I complained into Brent's shoulder after school while we were in the band room, I felt a little better. He was one of the few who actually bothered to let me whine. Partially, I think it's just because he couldn't understand what I was saying... with my face in his shoulder and all.
It was funny, because when RayJay came into the room, and we stopped hugging, Brent was playing with my arms and flailing them around while I was talking to RayJay. It made it quite difficult to concentrate, but it was funny.
I still haven't told anyone the real massive problem, but it'll pass. I just need a bit to cool off...
But, no worries.
I'll be all right by tomorrow.
Love,
Mary
I didn't even want to be touched. I yelled at Victoria not to hug me this morning, and I yelled at Navneet during Chemistry not to talk to me.
I hated people today.
All expect... him...
Brent.
He's such a sweetheart when he's not being all perverted and... being a guy. He's one of the few people who managed to make me really happy today.
Brent, Jon, and Matt were trying so hard to make me happy and make me smile.
I can't help but laugh at Jon, he's just too funny to ignore.
Matt is such a nice, happy-go-lucky guy around me that it just rubs off on me.
Brent is so sweet and caring, that I just can't help but be happy around him... maybe I might even have a little crush on him...
I know I do...
It's time to move on... no more crying to myself at night about how sorry I feel for myself.
I still hate the world today (*goes off singing the Meredith Brooks song*), but I really have to thank the guys for giving it their all to make me feel better.
So, thanks to Brent, Jon, and Matt!
I just noticed that their names are in alphabetical order... creepy... I'm not much of an alphabet person...
So... after I complained into Brent's shoulder after school while we were in the band room, I felt a little better. He was one of the few who actually bothered to let me whine. Partially, I think it's just because he couldn't understand what I was saying... with my face in his shoulder and all.
It was funny, because when RayJay came into the room, and we stopped hugging, Brent was playing with my arms and flailing them around while I was talking to RayJay. It made it quite difficult to concentrate, but it was funny.
I still haven't told anyone the real massive problem, but it'll pass. I just need a bit to cool off...
But, no worries.
I'll be all right by tomorrow.
Love,
Mary