*~ ItS BiN FOREVER!!!!! ~*

Aug 13, 2004 22:36

hey evry1, its realli bin like forever since i last wrote in here. ill try to remember evrything. i wont put 2 much detail in here so it wont be that long, haha i promise....

lets see.... works goin RREEAALLII good. yesterday was mi last day of work at the daycare for the summer program. but wen i get bak from vaca, Arlene still wants me 2 call her so i can work the last week of camp. thier havn like all theme days, like pajama party, Prom, a Talent show, n all this other stuff. im all xcited, haha. Chickies is always awsome. i love that job soOo much!!! after vaca im askn to be moved to onli 2, maybe 3 days a week, sat-monday nite. i cant work ne more cuz of skool n all. but i love mi job!!

friends....Ash is goin GGRREEAATT!! at this moment she is out w/ pat n HOPEFULLI he is askn her out, haha! she is soOo in love w/ him n he her, they need to jus make it official. the other day was the 1st time we hung out ina wile. she loves mii hair, haha. Danielle saw mi face n goes, "wow, she actualli smiles!" haha. in work, her n a few others calls me smiley cuz i barely ever smile n wen i do they say its nice haha. n wen me n ash saw eachother we ran dwn the street n jus like jumped on eachother n laughed, ahha. me n her went ot go watch joey spare at his karate place on 16th n snyder. it was realli fun. me n ash were makn fun of like evry1, doin special ed noises n star wars movies! haha it was hysterical!
Jason is goin good tooo. he finalli broke his dry spell, hahaha, im happi for him. neither one of us ended up winnig the bet. well i actualli did, cuz i lasted longer, but since i didnt last the whole term, i didnt win...w/e, im jus tryn to make jay rite, haha. we got ina kinda fite last nite. he hasnt called me ina wile, n i use to call him like evry nite. i told him im not nemore, cuz its his turn after like 2 years, haha. but he hasnt ina wile. i called him last nite n he got mad sayn i have a fone i culd call him too. i duno it was stupid. so at like 345 in the mornin he texts me sayn sorry n all, so i call him up n we talk for a good hour n then i went bak to bed.
all mi other friends are goin good id hope. i got mi new friend JoAnna a job a chickies. she starts after labor day. a few girls had a problem w/ that, but i coincidentalli ran into them at joyce lesli 2day n made sure i straightened evrything out.

now to the love life.... well i have a boyfriend. his name is joey tompkins, haha. id now LOVE to hear wat ppl have 2 say to that, hahaha neway..... we started talkn 2 weeks ago. w/in the 1st week and 2 dates he asked me to steady date him, n then go out w/ him. ive known him for about 2 months n weve always bin close friends cuz we hit it off real well wen we met. i tried talkn 2 him b4, cuz he was the 1st person i laid eyes on in chickies, but he started to be involved w/ sum1 else. from that moment on i had soOo much respect for him! he told me the truth from the very beginning n was always honest, which was sumthn that seems to be rare w/ guys now a days. im glad he was talkn 2 sum1 else. it made me see how he acts w/ a girl, how he treats them, n how he talks about them to his friends. he was always respectful, never sed or did nethign bad, n he treated her like gold. n wen i was goin thru all that bullshit w/ Hesham, he was there for me, along w/ ray, n helped me out. sooner or later him n the other girl didnt work out, n i was kinda glad cuz i knew he culd do better n that she wasnt for him. the last few entries wen i talk about havn a "crush"...well it was him, haha.

it all started wen 2 weeks ago he called me like 230am sunday mornin to apologize for all the shit i was put thru w/ hesham. he felt it was his fault cuz hesham was his friend n watnot. then we started talkn about all this ish, onli god knows cuz i cant even remember 1/2 of it, haha. we ended up admitting to eachother that we liked eachother n went out ona date that wednesday. we had soOo much fun at the mall, n then we rented movies. he picked Euro-trip, a "joe shmoe Pick" cuz it was bad, haha. i rented Bourne Identity so we culd go see the new one the next day. that thursday we went n saw it n it was great. then i took him to a spot of mi very own. its a very special spot dwn the lakes. he loved it n he asked me to steadi date him.

That following saturday after work he took me driving around n asked me to go out w/ him. i was shocked as hell n asked him to repete himself lke 7 times, haha. he told me all this stuff that was nice to here n jus gave me all the reason in the world to say yes. onli jason knows the tru stori behind our date tho, hahaha. dont ask! neway.... so evrythign has bin goin great since them. ive had 2 stick up for joe a few times, n he for me, but were not lettn wat ne1 says get in our way. weve alreadi had enuff setbaks b4 we even started talkn. we finalli both got wat we wanted, n were not lettn nethign stand in our way of both of us bein here for the long run<33333

i alreadi care about this kid soo much. its like this is where i shulda bin a long time ago! lke i told angelica, it doesnt even matter how he treats me... this kid has bin thru soOo much on his own, n its about time sum1 has treated him the way he shuld be treated...like absolute fukn gold...n ima be the one to do it<3333 hes unbelievably sweet n honest bout evrthing. ive never met a guy whos more like a gentlemen then nehting. n theres this feeling that i get wen im w/ him, its like all the bullshit ive wen thru durring the day, n how tired i am, n how shitti i look/feel, it all jus goes awy wenever he puts his arms around me. he makes me feel like more then i ever thought i culd be. he makes me happi, n thats all that matters!!! i jus hope that i do the same for him, n more. i wana go thru this w/ no regrets! i wana make this a special thing that im gon remember. ima take things slow cuz i want this to last. i kno it doesnt seem lke its goin slow, haha, but we both figure, if sumthn feels so rite, as this does, y not jus follow ur heart n go w/ it! n thats wat ima do!

well leme shut up about this kid, haha. jus wanted yall 2 kno the stori of us<3333

:: UPDATE :: ASH N PAT ARE NOW OFFICAL!!!! HE PLANNED THIS WHOLE SPECIAL DATE FOR HER N ASKED HER OUT AGAIN!!!! IM SOoO HAPPI FOR THE BOTH OF THEM!!! AWWW I WANA CRY! IVE BIN WAITN FOR THIS FOR LIKE MONTHS ALONG W/ ASH N CRISTA, HAHAHA! ITS ABOUT TIME PAT, HAHA! BUT I GUESS ALL GREAT THNGS ARE WORTH WAITN FOR (JOEY, HEEHEEHEE)! CONGRATS U 2!!!!!<33333333

bak to the entry.... im leavn 2marrow for a cruise. im flying to tampa n leavn the port sunday mornin to next sunday, then flying bak! i hope evry1 hasa fun week, n be careful!!! n dont miss me 2 much yall<3

well im out. got a long day ahead of me! later<33333
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