*~ HaPpI AnNi BaBi ~*
hey evry1....b4 i start mi entry i wana say HAPPI ANNIVERSARY NICOLE! ITS BIN A RUFF 2 MONTHS, BUT WE'VE MADE IT THIS FAR, WE CAN DEFF MAKE IT PAST 6 MORE, HAHA! .... and now on to mi entry...
well yesterday kinda sucked n rocked all in the same day/nite. i babisat til about 3 in the afternoon, then got showered n readi to go out. i made it to ash's house n then went n picked up pat b4 we were off to a-lex's party. we got there n like no1 was realli there. i saw his mom n she was soOo siked to see me, she took like 2 pics. i sed hi to a-lex n stayed for about 1/2 hour, then me ash n pat were off to Gabby's party.
At Gabby's house we met up w/ Christa n ate some pizza. Gabby showed me to her mom, who didnt reconize me for ish, haha. i wuldnt either, i havnt seen her for like 7 years bak at Kathies Dance Studio, haha. me n ash kept starring m makn fun of some "huski" girls, haha. if looks culd kill, ash wuld have bin dead w/in the first 2 minutes she was there! at around 815ish we left for freds house.
we picked up fred n we were on our way 2 chickies. i was kinda the 5th wheel, as Jay so Blatently brought out wen i saw him at chickies, but it was kool, cuz ash made me feel at home, HAHA! Jay came over about 12 times, haha n ALL the bartenders n the 2 waiters that were in our section tried soOo hard to get us 2gether, haha. the 1 waiter gave him gum n asked if he needed monie 2 take me to go see Harry Potter, haha it was nuts!! then dom stopped over. it was the 1st time i didnt feel awkward around him ina wile. i actualli didnt want him 2 go bak 2 work. it was REALLI nice 2 see him, n i hope he felt the same way. i jus realli wana be normal friends. Lou, kris, zuino n dana also came over n sed hi. i made sure 2 say bye to them on the way out.
so after chickies i went bak 2 a-lex's party on mi own this time. Ginnie almost shit herself to see me again, haha. she like introduced me to the whole family n her friends. i felt soOo cheap, like i culdnt understand y she was like so happi 2 see me, HA! neway.... i pretty much stayed ina group of like 10 guys surrounding me. it was Zig, Silverman, Ray, Hesham, Frank, Frank fish, Nick, n a bunch of guys i didnt kno. i culdnt believe i saw fish. i seriousli havnt seen him in over a year, since zuinos b-day party wen i 1st met him ever. i thought he was the absolute cutest guy ive ever seen, but mi friend liked him, so i never even tried. i sware he onli got cuter in the past year, ha! i had alil 2 drink, but not much. i wasnt havn 2 much fun, so i decided to go home. nick BEGGED me 2 take a cab, but i didnt want to. its sweet that mi lil nicole was worried, ha. he walked me to the bus stop where Hesham saw me n refused to let me take the bus so he drove me home n nick accompanied us.
on the way home we had a nice lil talk, the 3 of us. Nick n Hesham let me in on a few things that im glad i found out. it kinda sux ina way....but wat i hurd was rite. life is 2 short to be hung up on just one guy....n its DEFF 2 short to be worried over stupid shit that im soOo much better then neway. Hesham dropped me off n him n nick went bak 2 the party. its wierd. i heard so much about him, but never realli knew him at all. after last nite i realized to NEVER form an opinion about sum1 u never met jus bi the things u here about em, cuz he seemed to be a real sweet guy! asa i got in i called a-lex to let him kno i was home safe. he asked me to for some reason, dont ask me y. so i called n talked to him for alil. itll prolli be the last time i realli talk 2 him til next friday wen i drop off his grad present...n then after that im jus done!
i called jay last nite cuz i was kinda upset about the whole nite. he told me to call him bak if i was up around 1. i stayyed up til about 230, but i wasnt in the mood to talk 2 ne1. i jus laid in bed n starrted at mi ceiling for about 2 hours, thinking about how fukn STUPID ive bin for the past 2 months. i kinda like re-evaluated like mi whole thinkn about evrything! its time i stopped goin after wat i wanted, n jus let ish happen. if nething is meant to be.... then it will be.
i woke up dismornin aroud 12...longest ive ever slept, ha. i ate brekfast n went bak 2 bed. then i called jay n i told him evrything that happened last nite. he begged me to come out w/ him 2day cuz he didnt want me sittn in the house bummed all day. i jus needed to have a day 2 miself tho n jus chill. amber called n asked me to slep over 2nite, but i didnt realli wana, wasnt feeln 2 good either. so i stayyed in all day n listened to almost evry cd i have, ha. i jus needed today 2 miself.
2marrow shuld be fun. me n jay have plans to go to the lakes n play tennis after skool. im glad me n him are gone spend time 2gether. he ALWAYS makes me feel good. rite now im watchn Frequency. wierdest effn movie ever, but soOo good!! well im off to go watch it. Later<33
well yesterday kinda sucked n rocked all in the same day/nite. i babisat til about 3 in the afternoon, then got showered n readi to go out. i made it to ash's house n then went n picked up pat b4 we were off to a-lex's party. we got there n like no1 was realli there. i saw his mom n she was soOo siked to see me, she took like 2 pics. i sed hi to a-lex n stayed for about 1/2 hour, then me ash n pat were off to Gabby's party.
At Gabby's house we met up w/ Christa n ate some pizza. Gabby showed me to her mom, who didnt reconize me for ish, haha. i wuldnt either, i havnt seen her for like 7 years bak at Kathies Dance Studio, haha. me n ash kept starring m makn fun of some "huski" girls, haha. if looks culd kill, ash wuld have bin dead w/in the first 2 minutes she was there! at around 815ish we left for freds house.
we picked up fred n we were on our way 2 chickies. i was kinda the 5th wheel, as Jay so Blatently brought out wen i saw him at chickies, but it was kool, cuz ash made me feel at home, HAHA! Jay came over about 12 times, haha n ALL the bartenders n the 2 waiters that were in our section tried soOo hard to get us 2gether, haha. the 1 waiter gave him gum n asked if he needed monie 2 take me to go see Harry Potter, haha it was nuts!! then dom stopped over. it was the 1st time i didnt feel awkward around him ina wile. i actualli didnt want him 2 go bak 2 work. it was REALLI nice 2 see him, n i hope he felt the same way. i jus realli wana be normal friends. Lou, kris, zuino n dana also came over n sed hi. i made sure 2 say bye to them on the way out.
so after chickies i went bak 2 a-lex's party on mi own this time. Ginnie almost shit herself to see me again, haha. she like introduced me to the whole family n her friends. i felt soOo cheap, like i culdnt understand y she was like so happi 2 see me, HA! neway.... i pretty much stayed ina group of like 10 guys surrounding me. it was Zig, Silverman, Ray, Hesham, Frank, Frank fish, Nick, n a bunch of guys i didnt kno. i culdnt believe i saw fish. i seriousli havnt seen him in over a year, since zuinos b-day party wen i 1st met him ever. i thought he was the absolute cutest guy ive ever seen, but mi friend liked him, so i never even tried. i sware he onli got cuter in the past year, ha! i had alil 2 drink, but not much. i wasnt havn 2 much fun, so i decided to go home. nick BEGGED me 2 take a cab, but i didnt want to. its sweet that mi lil nicole was worried, ha. he walked me to the bus stop where Hesham saw me n refused to let me take the bus so he drove me home n nick accompanied us.
on the way home we had a nice lil talk, the 3 of us. Nick n Hesham let me in on a few things that im glad i found out. it kinda sux ina way....but wat i hurd was rite. life is 2 short to be hung up on just one guy....n its DEFF 2 short to be worried over stupid shit that im soOo much better then neway. Hesham dropped me off n him n nick went bak 2 the party. its wierd. i heard so much about him, but never realli knew him at all. after last nite i realized to NEVER form an opinion about sum1 u never met jus bi the things u here about em, cuz he seemed to be a real sweet guy! asa i got in i called a-lex to let him kno i was home safe. he asked me to for some reason, dont ask me y. so i called n talked to him for alil. itll prolli be the last time i realli talk 2 him til next friday wen i drop off his grad present...n then after that im jus done!
i called jay last nite cuz i was kinda upset about the whole nite. he told me to call him bak if i was up around 1. i stayyed up til about 230, but i wasnt in the mood to talk 2 ne1. i jus laid in bed n starrted at mi ceiling for about 2 hours, thinking about how fukn STUPID ive bin for the past 2 months. i kinda like re-evaluated like mi whole thinkn about evrything! its time i stopped goin after wat i wanted, n jus let ish happen. if nething is meant to be.... then it will be.
i woke up dismornin aroud 12...longest ive ever slept, ha. i ate brekfast n went bak 2 bed. then i called jay n i told him evrything that happened last nite. he begged me to come out w/ him 2day cuz he didnt want me sittn in the house bummed all day. i jus needed to have a day 2 miself tho n jus chill. amber called n asked me to slep over 2nite, but i didnt realli wana, wasnt feeln 2 good either. so i stayyed in all day n listened to almost evry cd i have, ha. i jus needed today 2 miself.
2marrow shuld be fun. me n jay have plans to go to the lakes n play tennis after skool. im glad me n him are gone spend time 2gether. he ALWAYS makes me feel good. rite now im watchn Frequency. wierdest effn movie ever, but soOo good!! well im off to go watch it. Later<33