May 27, 2004 22:38
hey evry1... 2day was sucha fukn AWSOME day! lets go....
skool was REALLI easi. we had late arrival, which of COURSE i was like 20 minutes late for. dont ask how i can be late for late arrival, but i can be, haha! All my classes were bs xcept for bio, which i dont mind cuz its mi fav class neway. i got an UNBELIEVABLE back rub in pre-cal from dom demarco, OMG i fell asleep during it, n got chills, haha. i brought in mi babi photo album 2day for john dunn n jay 2 see. evry1 sed i was a cute babi, but wat happened, haha. John n nicolai culdnt get over mi "babi porn pics", which were jus me asa babi takn a bath!
After skool me n ash watched the guys play a quick game of stick ball n then me ash john jay n nicolai were off to chadmores to get all the guys tuxes. 1st we hadda stop at ashs house to drop off mi stuff n make a quick call 2 mi sister. This is when we found out that jay n nicolai have a little bet goin. i wont go in2 details, but lets jus say me n ash are tryn soOo hard to TOURTURE and TEESE the guys so either neither can win, or jus nicolai, haha. Jay, swy babe but 2marrow nite im gon KILL it for u, heeheehee!!!!!!!!!!!!!! then we stopped at jays house 2 pick up his slip n monie. here we ran in2 dom, haha must be mi luck, but neway........ at 1st i jus walked in2 jays house, but i knew i culdnt be a bitch, thats jus not me, so wen i came out i atleast sed hi n gave him a hug. In return i got one of those fake me out friendly "pats" on the bak, haha! it was sad, but after like 10 minutes n jay n nicolai telln me they'll "take care of him" for me, HAHA, i felt alot better!!
In Chadmores, all the guys tried on thier tuxes. John came out in nuttn but his shirt, vest, n boxers, haha. he looked soOo cute. then jay came out in his whole outfit...OMG.... ill leve it at that, haha!!!! after, me john ash n jay went bak 2 ashs house so john n ash culd try on thier ish n practice smiling, haha. me n jay watched as john then tried on ashs tennis shorts n looked soOo gay as ash put on johns clothes n looked just as bad, haha. John then went to get some food to eat from barrels n we all dug in his pasta, haha. Mi sister then brought over mi dress n ish. she was soOo happi 2 say jay, n vise versa. i sware they LOVE eachother, haha. I ran upstairs to try on mi dress n ash n john followed. Jay tried, but john like pushed him bak dwn the stairs, haha. John left for work after seein me, n then i made mi way dwn the stairs to show jay. i NEVER felt more pretty in mi life then wen i saw jays face n his reaction. his jaw DROPPED, n he sed how beautiful i looked. i felt soOo special, haha. at that very moment, i culdnt wait for 2marrow 2 come!!!!
After about another hour jay left, but rite b4 he did, kris called his cell. He let us kno that Frank, doms dad, is now our limo driver!!!! u HADDA see mi face. the day b4, i BEGGED him 2 get to be our driver some way, n he did. i was soOo xcited that i called his house n told Monique to tell him wenever he came home that we were all realli happi hes our driver, n that we cant wait to see him 2marrow! after that jay left, n ash straightened mi hair. Dave came around n drove me home (THANKU DAVEY!!!), n then ash went to go see pat. I came home n did soOo much cleaning.... which reminds me, gotta go get mi clothes outta the dryer...brb! (5 minutes later) ok im bak. so, as i was sayn... i vacuumed the whole house, including cleaned mi room n vacuumed that 2. i washed all the dishes n did all mi laundry, wash, dry, folded n put awy. rite now i onli have like 1 more load n im done. i have the WORST headache possible tho, n after a few alieves ill be iight to go to bed.
i still have soOo much 2 do 2marrow. After skool me n ash have 2 go straight to the nail salon w/ jaqui on broad n porter. Then we have 2 go home, get showered, n started on eachothers hair. thats the ONLI thing im worried about rite now is mi hair. i hava feeling ima leve it 1/2 up 1/2 dwn. i kno its a prom, but its ONLI mi junior prom, n im REALLI self conscience about the way mi neck looks cuz of mi skin, so if i can get it to look pretty enough, im levn it dwn! well i still have alot 2 do 2nite...so ima be off now. i soOo cant WAIT til 2marrow nite, for both actual prom and after. u were rite a-lex, haha! After prom , me ash john n gianna are all goin out w/ pat. eventualli ill call a-lex if i get up enuff balls 2 cuz he told me to call him. in other words ash will prolli dial n gime the fone w/o me evn realizing who shes calln, haha i LOVE her! then were all not goin in til about... well.... god knows wen, haha n sleepn over ashs. well i hope EVERY1 has a GREAT weekend! LoVe YaS AlL<333333333
P.S. i wuld jus like to thank jamie (mi sister) for ALWAYS comin thru wen shes realli needed. Both her n frank have bin an absolute WONDER for me in the past month. u guys make sacrifices for me, even tho u kno i deserve them, haha, but i cant thank yall enuff, esp for all the drop offs, n movn bak ur camping trip this weekend just to be able 2 come see me off for the prom. I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!
.... and now to mi daddi! i cant thank ya enuff dad for ALL the help n support uve givn me thruout evrything i do. if it wasnt for u, i wuldnt have as 1/2 of a normal life as i do now. thanku for bein the "understanding" parrent that i can tell ANYTHING AND EVRYTHING to. i love you<3
and now for mi friends........
ash - OMG, WAT wuld i do w/o ya, n ur fam at that (mi 2nd mom n dad!)! u are mi absolute SAVIOR wen it comes dwn to it. i dunno how ill EVER be able 2 repay u for 1/2 the ish u do for me n put up w/ wen it comes to me. w/o u, id have like NO1 to be jus as crazi, nah, even more crazi is more like it, haha, then i am. u are like mi other 1/2 ash, i love ya 2 death. im soOo happi that ur finalli happi n have wat u want in life, n ill ALWAYS be here for ya if needed! love ya<3
jay - words jus dont do it nemore for us, but ill try.... u have ALWAYS bin there, thru it ALL! wether it was me cryn to u about other guys, or pouring mi heart out to u about how i feel for u, u have ALWAYS stuck bi mi side, even wen u got hurt in the end! you have NEVER EVER made me feel nehting less then a great person who deserves WAY more then i get outta life, wen the real truth is, YOUR the great person here. u deserve EVRYTHING uve ever wanted in life!! u are the sweetest, most loveing, carring, non-selfish person i kno. ud rather put nething n evrything b4 urself, n ive yet to meet NE1 even close to the kinda perfect guy that u are. im jus sorry that u got stuck in life w/ me as ur best friend, cuz god knows u deserve better! im sorry the thought of us not bein as close as we are now ever crossed mi mind. i thought it wuld be better for us both in the end. but the truth is, i cant live w/o u. u not being in mi life is like goin thru out life w/o 1/2 mi heart! i love you jason.... n i REALLI dunno wat else to say <3333333
Later<3