BEARS BEARS EVERYWHERE
Guys I'm excited. Only not really.
I turn OLD in two days!
I'LL BE 20.
I ONLY JUST GOT USED TO BEING 19.
AHHH.
And I had a really long rant typed out but no one likes those so I'm just gonna COMPLAIN instead. In my own special way. I'm being, at least like... half serious. Maybe. I dunno. Maybe like 75/25...? IT'S LATE OKAY I DON'T GOTTA MAKE SENSE.
GUYS.
GUYS.
I AM GOING TO BE 20 YEARS OLD.
AND I HAVE NEVER EVEN HELD HANDS WITH SOMEONE ROMANTICALLY BEFORE.
WHAT
THE
HEEEEELL.
Hnnnnnggggg I feel so... deprived? Or romance? Is that how I word this? I have no idea but basically I AM A HOPELESS ROMANTIC WHO HAS NOTHING. TO BE. ROMANTIC. ABOUT. That's like a role player who has no role to play or teacher who has no teachings to teach or a politician with no politics to... politicate!
IT MAKES ME SO ANGRY
I THINK I MIGHT JUST THROW A GODDAMN BEAR.
I DON'T EVEN WANT TO DATE. I JUST WANT SOMEONE TO SPOIL AND DOTE ON AND MAYBE HOLD HANDS WITH WHILE WATCHING SOME SAPPY ROMANTIC MOVIE AND THEN FALLING ASLEEP WITH THEIR HEAD ON MY SHOULDER.
THEN I COULD BUY THEM CUTE THINGS AND DRAW THEM FUNNY PICTURES AND TEASE THEM TO MAKE THEM GIGGLE/BLUSH/TSUNTSUN AT ME ALL DAY LONG.
IS THAT SO MUCH TO ASK?
As you can see, turning 20 so close to Valentine's Day just kind of makes things worse.
But hey, at least I won't be alone. Two of my roommates have, in the past week, broken up with their boyfriends. We have plans to go raid candy stores on the 15th.
IT'LL BE LIKE HALF PRICE, MAN.
Sob.
Sob.
Sob.
Sob.
...
OKAY I GOT THAT OUT OF MY SYSTEM.
UHM.
There is no casual way to change the subject.
AHEM.
So. Another thing that sucks about this is that Ion's account stuff all expires the day after I become old. BUT~ I took this weird survey thing at school and got like $10 free in the mail for it, which will pay for another 2 months of paid-time and icon space. ISN'T THAT NICE? Just gotta go deposit that badboy. :|b SOMETIMES COLLEGE SPAM IS NICE.
Anyway.
I'll probably post again on my actual birthday with a ridiculous picture.
WAIT FOR IT.
I turn OLD in two days!
I'LL BE 20.
I ONLY JUST GOT USED TO BEING 19.
AHHH.
And I had a really long rant typed out but no one likes those so I'm just gonna COMPLAIN instead. In my own special way. I'm being, at least like... half serious. Maybe. I dunno. Maybe like 75/25...? IT'S LATE OKAY I DON'T GOTTA MAKE SENSE.
GUYS.
GUYS.
I AM GOING TO BE 20 YEARS OLD.
AND I HAVE NEVER EVEN HELD HANDS WITH SOMEONE ROMANTICALLY BEFORE.
WHAT
THE
HEEEEELL.
Hnnnnnggggg I feel so... deprived? Or romance? Is that how I word this? I have no idea but basically I AM A HOPELESS ROMANTIC WHO HAS NOTHING. TO BE. ROMANTIC. ABOUT. That's like a role player who has no role to play or teacher who has no teachings to teach or a politician with no politics to... politicate!
IT MAKES ME SO ANGRY
I THINK I MIGHT JUST THROW A GODDAMN BEAR.
I DON'T EVEN WANT TO DATE. I JUST WANT SOMEONE TO SPOIL AND DOTE ON AND MAYBE HOLD HANDS WITH WHILE WATCHING SOME SAPPY ROMANTIC MOVIE AND THEN FALLING ASLEEP WITH THEIR HEAD ON MY SHOULDER.
THEN I COULD BUY THEM CUTE THINGS AND DRAW THEM FUNNY PICTURES AND TEASE THEM TO MAKE THEM GIGGLE/BLUSH/TSUNTSUN AT ME ALL DAY LONG.
IS THAT SO MUCH TO ASK?
As you can see, turning 20 so close to Valentine's Day just kind of makes things worse.
But hey, at least I won't be alone. Two of my roommates have, in the past week, broken up with their boyfriends. We have plans to go raid candy stores on the 15th.
IT'LL BE LIKE HALF PRICE, MAN.
Sob.
Sob.
Sob.
Sob.
...
OKAY I GOT THAT OUT OF MY SYSTEM.
UHM.
There is no casual way to change the subject.
AHEM.
So. Another thing that sucks about this is that Ion's account stuff all expires the day after I become old. BUT~ I took this weird survey thing at school and got like $10 free in the mail for it, which will pay for another 2 months of paid-time and icon space. ISN'T THAT NICE? Just gotta go deposit that badboy. :|b SOMETIMES COLLEGE SPAM IS NICE.
Anyway.
I'll probably post again on my actual birthday with a ridiculous picture.
WAIT FOR IT.