Apr 21, 2004 22:46
I really hate people who lie to me. What I haate more is when I know they're lying but I just go along with it like a moron.
I'm looking back. And I've changed a ton since the break up with Bobby. I'm glad that happened. It forced me to talk to people. It forced me do something about myself. No longer does anyone carry the crappy burden of my stupid problems. It's all taken care of. I don't know. I guess I grew up. I take care of myself now. I don't depend on anyone anymore.
Something clicked over spring break. I don't know what it was, but hey, it clicked and it was good. I've gotten angry and very cynical, but so far I have not gotten depressed at all since the wensday before spring break.
I'm really thankfull for all that I've had. I'm glad that I've got clothes, I've got parents, I've got food. But...most of all. I've got talent. I'm so glad that I have the artistic abilities that I do. and I'm thankfull for my smile.
And some other stuff, I'm tired.
'Night.