Mar 18, 2008 02:07
Nii-san hasn't been back home lately. I kinda wonder what's going on. Ever since he started that job at the mall, he's been coming home late every night, looking worn out and pale. Sometimes I feel like asking if he's eating well, sleeping well, or just plain worried about what's gonna be happening the next day. I feel nervous when I think about what's gonna happen the day after tomorrow, but at least I don't starve myself or anything.
I'm not the usual caring sort of person, but I do have feelings too. I kinda wonder if Nii-san realized I'm not the young kid I used to be when I was ... well, younger. Hey, I'm human, and kids actually understand what you're saying, you know? We aren't mindless eating machines. Catch my drift?
I'm happy I listened to him and made this journal. Feels so much better typing it down than talking to a wall. I assure you I am perfectly well. Really.
shunsuke,
mindless eating machines,
stuff