omg >_
Okay, I'm freaking out a little.
The 2011 Merlin Big Bang goes live on Monday the 1rst of August. My posting date is the 27th of August.
I'm scrambling trying to make the last minute adjustments and there was a major alteration and an inconsistency that I found in my plot over the last week and...
It'll be ready. And I'll post it.
>_<
I refuse to be calm about it.
Why the hell did I decide to make my first Merlin fic something of this magnitude? I haven't even dabbled my toes in the fandom with so much as a drabble and now here I am gearing up to post a 35k+ Big Bang???
I haven't even written non-RPS, non-Pop/Rock fic in... Well... years. (a thousand word remix fic totally doesn't count. someone else had already done the hard part)
What the hell was I thinking???
>_>
The trailer my artist put together is gorgeous, at least.
And once it's posted it's done. it won't take up any more of my time and attention. I'll be able to focus on other things, like B2st.
Geez. Big Bang's really do kind of consume your soul. I have nothing but respect for those people who take on more than one a year. I think they're bat-shit insane. But I respect their psychosis none-the-less. I'm going to have think long and hard before signing myself up for something like this ever again.
Fuck. I need to get myself a Merlin icon for when I post this stupid fic. >_
The 2011 Merlin Big Bang goes live on Monday the 1rst of August. My posting date is the 27th of August.
I'm scrambling trying to make the last minute adjustments and there was a major alteration and an inconsistency that I found in my plot over the last week and...
It'll be ready. And I'll post it.
>_<
I refuse to be calm about it.
Why the hell did I decide to make my first Merlin fic something of this magnitude? I haven't even dabbled my toes in the fandom with so much as a drabble and now here I am gearing up to post a 35k+ Big Bang???
I haven't even written non-RPS, non-Pop/Rock fic in... Well... years. (a thousand word remix fic totally doesn't count. someone else had already done the hard part)
What the hell was I thinking???
>_>
The trailer my artist put together is gorgeous, at least.
And once it's posted it's done. it won't take up any more of my time and attention. I'll be able to focus on other things, like B2st.
Geez. Big Bang's really do kind of consume your soul. I have nothing but respect for those people who take on more than one a year. I think they're bat-shit insane. But I respect their psychosis none-the-less. I'm going to have think long and hard before signing myself up for something like this ever again.
Fuck. I need to get myself a Merlin icon for when I post this stupid fic. >_