SecretAdmirerAnonymeme Who is
kitsuneyujji, anyways?
A mother. A daughter. A sister. A friend.
A Texan. An American. A human.
A cook. A writer. A student.
Someone who alternately wears her heart on her sleeve and freezes people out. Someone who cares too much and invests too much, but is slowly learning that sometimes walking away is better for everyone no matter how much it hurts.
Someone who trusts others blindly until that trust is broken then never trusts again.
Someone who believes that if she just keeps moving forward, eventually things have to get better.
Someone who pushes the bad as far out of her mind as possible for as long as possible until it all crashes back in on her, then starts the process all over again.
Someone who laughs too loud and cries too hard. Someone who will freely admit to anyone who will listen some of the most humiliating moments of her life because humoring others with it makes it seem humorous to her too.
Someone who ignores the "Glass half empty/full" question by filling the glass the rest of the way with Mountain Dew.
Someone who plays World of Warcraft and doesn't bother admitting to most people in the game that she's a girl because no one ever believes her anyways - girls don't play WoW after all. Someone who loves the XMen Legends games but hates pretty much every other video game ever made.
Someone who cheered loudly when the Saints won the Super Bowl even though she'd have much preferred that it had been the Texans or the Cowboys.
Someone who loves DBSK and 1TYM and Lexy and w-inds. and is coming to love Super Junior and enjoys a little Big Bang and Girls Generation, though Epik High will never really grow on her (sorry Tabs).
Someone who listens to all kinds of music and gets tired of answering the question "Why do you listen if you can't understand the words?" because no one ever seems to understand her answer that the emotions don't need translation.
Someone who eats too much junk food and drinks too much soda and doesn't get enough sleep or exercise.
Someone who is random and spastic and serious and loud and quiet and occasionally obnoxious. Someone who sometimes has trouble remembering simple things from one moment to the next. Someone who worries too much and not enough.
Someone who sometimes argues just for the sake of arguing. Someone who sometimes just goes along for the sake of going along.
Someone who will always put off things as long as she possibly can.
Someone who never quite belongs but can't quite figure out why.
Someone who sits up til 5:30 in the morning wondering who she is and what's she doing and why she is the way she is and never quite manages to come up with any good answers.