....I am so fucking sick of this.
I would really like it if people would please stop spreading rumors about me. I am human, you know. I am allowed to have social anxiety and to be shy. I am allowed to be tired and mentally absent. I am not a sugary fairy that bounces around 24/7. Please stop expecting me to.
Also, when I sew nonstop the week before a con while balancing other obligations and hours of piano practice, I'm going to be pretty sleep-deprived. I am not a robot that doesn't need sleep. I need it, and don't get enough. Also, cons are incredibly busy, and I am often rushing off to the next thing on my schedule. I'm sorry I can't make everyone feel special, hell I barely was able to spend time with my brother - MY BEST FRIEND OF A BROTHER WHOM I LOVE SO MUCH AND WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR - at Otakon.
Another thing - as a human female, I experience something called a period. Which tends to fall around cons (aka mid to late part of month). Add that to sleep deprivation and stress and well, it's not a pretty picture.
Seriously. I am sick of this. I try not to let it bother me, but as a human with feelings, this fucking hurts. It really, really, hurts.
Also, when I sew nonstop the week before a con while balancing other obligations and hours of piano practice, I'm going to be pretty sleep-deprived. I am not a robot that doesn't need sleep. I need it, and don't get enough. Also, cons are incredibly busy, and I am often rushing off to the next thing on my schedule. I'm sorry I can't make everyone feel special, hell I barely was able to spend time with my brother - MY BEST FRIEND OF A BROTHER WHOM I LOVE SO MUCH AND WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR - at Otakon.
Another thing - as a human female, I experience something called a period. Which tends to fall around cons (aka mid to late part of month). Add that to sleep deprivation and stress and well, it's not a pretty picture.
Seriously. I am sick of this. I try not to let it bother me, but as a human with feelings, this fucking hurts. It really, really, hurts.