Home sweet home... agian?
Finally back home... things feel really weird. Had my share of crying on the way back and all since Kaleb was sorta cold hearted when I left... um Wasn't really a nice feeling. Was hard choking back tears till i was on the bus. Had my cry time and I feel little better. Well I don't know if better is the word. I feel weird. Like.... very empty. Not even really sure if we aren't together anymore but definitely feels like he wanted it over. He hasn't said anything or even contacted me since I left. So yeah Cold shoulder ftw.
On the plus side, as soon as i get intouch of my friend again I hopefully will get out and enjoy the world. Do something, Spend time with someone. Feel rather lonely lately. My sister has been keepin me company but its not the same really. Theres friends, and then theres yer sister. Anyways having mcdonalds again was nicee!
I lost a lotta weight apparently since Jir was practically starving me and stuff. Since i could only eat when my mom managed to save me money, he didn't go shopping not once since i was there. I also lost a lotta my hair.... my hair is so much shorter now -_- it was so long and stuff just... sorta sucks now ALL THOSE YEARS PUT INTO GROWING IT DOWN THE DRAIN FOR A GUY THAT DIDN'T EVEN WANT ME /emo meh... anyways nice to be home.
Mom is thinkin about moving or just buyin the house and fixing it up. not sure what we are gonna do tho but will keep posted on whats going on!
On the plus side, as soon as i get intouch of my friend again I hopefully will get out and enjoy the world. Do something, Spend time with someone. Feel rather lonely lately. My sister has been keepin me company but its not the same really. Theres friends, and then theres yer sister. Anyways having mcdonalds again was nicee!
I lost a lotta weight apparently since Jir was practically starving me and stuff. Since i could only eat when my mom managed to save me money, he didn't go shopping not once since i was there. I also lost a lotta my hair.... my hair is so much shorter now -_- it was so long and stuff just... sorta sucks now ALL THOSE YEARS PUT INTO GROWING IT DOWN THE DRAIN FOR A GUY THAT DIDN'T EVEN WANT ME /emo meh... anyways nice to be home.
Mom is thinkin about moving or just buyin the house and fixing it up. not sure what we are gonna do tho but will keep posted on whats going on!