Sheesh
So I just spent an entire 8 hours doing nothing but being on the internet.
I feel so exhausted.
Honestly, I wanted to do work. I really did. Hell, I had a plan of attack and everything. But then something happened and next thing I knew, I had given up before I had begun and had promised myself a more than full work day tomorrow.
I mean, hell, I even whipped out the notebook at one point and was going to write, but I'm mentally tired and just ended up putting it right back without even jotting a word. I'm kind of hoping that with this thunderstorm and my soon to be acquired chipotle, I'll be able to crank out a few words. I saw a picture that said to post every day in August. I want to try and do that. I want to get back into the habit of writing a little something just because. Even if it's a paragraph or even if it doesn't make any sense, I should just write it out and hope for the best. Because you know what, being idle and then complainig about not writing isn't going to get the writing done. It isn't going to get the thoughts down on the paper. It just means that my brain is going to be clogged up with worlds and characters and scenes that I'm too lazy to write or be bothered with.
And if I feel that way about it, maybe I should just put my pens down and walk away from writing.
But that's not going to happen. I won't let it!
I feel so exhausted.
Honestly, I wanted to do work. I really did. Hell, I had a plan of attack and everything. But then something happened and next thing I knew, I had given up before I had begun and had promised myself a more than full work day tomorrow.
I mean, hell, I even whipped out the notebook at one point and was going to write, but I'm mentally tired and just ended up putting it right back without even jotting a word. I'm kind of hoping that with this thunderstorm and my soon to be acquired chipotle, I'll be able to crank out a few words. I saw a picture that said to post every day in August. I want to try and do that. I want to get back into the habit of writing a little something just because. Even if it's a paragraph or even if it doesn't make any sense, I should just write it out and hope for the best. Because you know what, being idle and then complainig about not writing isn't going to get the writing done. It isn't going to get the thoughts down on the paper. It just means that my brain is going to be clogged up with worlds and characters and scenes that I'm too lazy to write or be bothered with.
And if I feel that way about it, maybe I should just put my pens down and walk away from writing.
But that's not going to happen. I won't let it!