A (much needed) ending and the makings of a beautiful beginning
Firstly, happy new year everyone. I hope that everyone had a safe and happy new year's. I stayed home with a few friends and we sat around drinking wine and playing games. Now...a few things did happen that, honestly, made me glad that 2013 was over.
Me and my boyfriend broke up in November. If you ask him, it was on his birthday, but it was a few days before. Doesn't make it better, just more accurate. He asked me if I was happy and wanted to continue and I told him, truthfully that I didn't. There had been...so much turmoil and lies and deceit in our "relationship" that I was tired of it.
As it stands, we are still friends in a sense. I'm thinking that, honestly, I may have to cut him loose eventually because I can see him becoming a detriment. Especially when, anytime he talks to me, he consistently brings up how much he misses me and wishes we could be back together. Well if you loved me that much, you shouldn't have cheated on me and treated me like a mistress. It's also better for my health because, when we were together, I was having really strong heart palpitations. Now, I'm back to having them very rarely. I was so stressed out dealing with him that, without realising it, I was killing myself.
*sighs* But that's water under the bridge now. I've moved on and am chilling out with friends. I've separated myself from fake friends and have surrounded myself with true friends. I've been snapchatting with my belle from Texas and been having drinks with my local girls. I'm living a carefree, but careful life. And I'm not letting him, or anyone else ruin it for me.
I love you all. I really do. I hope you guys are doing well and that life is treating you well. I am always an email away. Or a facebook message. Or an email. <3
Me and my boyfriend broke up in November. If you ask him, it was on his birthday, but it was a few days before. Doesn't make it better, just more accurate. He asked me if I was happy and wanted to continue and I told him, truthfully that I didn't. There had been...so much turmoil and lies and deceit in our "relationship" that I was tired of it.
As it stands, we are still friends in a sense. I'm thinking that, honestly, I may have to cut him loose eventually because I can see him becoming a detriment. Especially when, anytime he talks to me, he consistently brings up how much he misses me and wishes we could be back together. Well if you loved me that much, you shouldn't have cheated on me and treated me like a mistress. It's also better for my health because, when we were together, I was having really strong heart palpitations. Now, I'm back to having them very rarely. I was so stressed out dealing with him that, without realising it, I was killing myself.
*sighs* But that's water under the bridge now. I've moved on and am chilling out with friends. I've separated myself from fake friends and have surrounded myself with true friends. I've been snapchatting with my belle from Texas and been having drinks with my local girls. I'm living a carefree, but careful life. And I'm not letting him, or anyone else ruin it for me.
I love you all. I really do. I hope you guys are doing well and that life is treating you well. I am always an email away. Or a facebook message. Or an email. <3