Jumping in Circles
Tomorrow is the day I've been looking forward to since...mmh..well forever. :D It's been 16 years. Really, the last time I saw TT 5 on stage together was the 6th of April 1995. I watched Look Back, Don't Stare to get into the mood. Honestly, I'm so happy now. I've been soooo excited for over a week now, and I almost only think of the concerts. It will be great. I never thought this day would come. I just read the diary entry I wrote on the 5th of April 1995. And while it is an entry written by a 12 year old girl - crazy, fangirlin' and totally hyper-excited to go to her first concert of the band she loves so much, it is just so amazing that I can still feel all this again as I'm now almost 30. And I do feel it. Like me and that little girl aren't so different at all! I'm getting teary eyed. I will listen to them, see them and feel them once more. Never Forget with Robbie. The Flood! And so much more. These are the days that make me happy to be alive. People might say that's too much - but seeing TT live again is a dream come true for me and at the same time a journey to the time when I was at the crossroad between child and adult. They are so connected with my life, I can't help but feel this way.