Jul 23, 2007 18:44
I wanna cry until I can't anymore.
I wanna have a crazy fuckin' psycho bitch episode.
Tear down walls. Claw out eyes. Scream, scream, scream.
Nothing happened, but if a girl was once regularly raped violently in the ass by a clown, she'd have an aversion to stage make-up.
You know?
I need another outlet. Can't just eat all the time or pretend everything is okay.
I've never been great at hiding what's really going on. I wish.
I don't wanna hurt anymore.
Somebody please tell me I'm good enough.
Please.
Tell me I'm worth more.
Tell me size doesn't matter.
I'm tired of thinking I'm going to end up alone.