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So, update first.
Not that anyone cares but....
I've been dating an old friend of mine for over a month now. His name is Drew, we used to go clubbing together and I've known him 5 years now. I've been spending time with Drew and as of late I've been content and happy. I'm having alot of fun and i don't feel tied down which is nice. We spend about 2 days a week together. Mondays and what ever morning he has off from work. Things are kind of working out. People are being assholes about it. And a good 6-7 people are going to personally think I'm targeting them by saying that but I'm not. So don't stress over it. It's more then one person throwing a serious hissy fit. A few aren't even friends with me anymore. But the way I se it is that if you drop me as a friend ovee something so trivial as me dating, then you weren't my friend to begin with. Period. We have been going out alot, riding his harley and just having a grand time.
I've been going through mood swings lately. NO I'M NOT PREGNANT. Before people startt elling me I am (I had that scare becaose people told me I was prego when I wasn't and it made me belive I was.) No no no. I'm not playing that game again. Don't make me more stressed then I am. Any how, back on topic. So work has been dreadingly slow and I;ve been stressing out. Letting my 'tude' out on people and just being a "delight" to be with. About the only person I haven't snapped at is Drew. Though I Have been a bit snarky but the throws the sarcasm right back. Nah. I've been over stressing and it's throw me for a loop. I'm sleeping alot more, eating more, crying alot, being downright moody, gained a bit of weight. Spoke to a friend. She tells me "oh your pregnant!" I freaked out. Took a test. Negative. Went to my ob gyn, had a look see and some more testing. Also a no go. So I don't want to have another persin tell me that ever again because I will start killing people. -_-
But yeah. Spoke to my counsler at the gyn and she related it all to stress. I'm ok. Just not making what I need to survive. So I fixed to problem. Got a roommate that fits Matt's and my criteria and can pay and wont screw us over. I have a woman and her husband moving in to help pay for bills. $500 a month. I think $300 goes to rent the rest to bills. Dratsic help there and they are supplying their own food mostly. The wife works 7 days a week and the husband is self-employed.
Now to my plans. My sisters Birthday just passed and for it I'm visiting this Monday with gifties and to spoil her the best I can. Drew is comming with for he is my ride. Yay. She wants us to stay for Din Din but we will need to leave by 8 to get home in time for him to go to bed, he has an early day at work Tuesday, poor dear. But we want ot take her to the movies or a carnival. Or something equally fun. I'm going to try to slip her some money if I have it, prolly wont because I'm not making shit. Who wants to donate? (just kidding... or am I?) LOL any how. Matt got her and awsome gift. And I want to say now I have absolutely NOTHING to do witht he gift he got her. It was all Matt I give him 1000000000000000% credit. His gift is 1000 times better then mine because he sucks like that ;) LOL thats right Matt, out do big sister. Thats ok. I'll remeber that when I tickle you to death. Any how Joking aside. Drew also chiped in, and also out did me. -_- I hate not making a enough, but thats just because I'm a good girl and not a slut. Yay me. I just hope she's happy to have me home for a day. I love her with all my heart
Not that anyone cares but....
I've been dating an old friend of mine for over a month now. His name is Drew, we used to go clubbing together and I've known him 5 years now. I've been spending time with Drew and as of late I've been content and happy. I'm having alot of fun and i don't feel tied down which is nice. We spend about 2 days a week together. Mondays and what ever morning he has off from work. Things are kind of working out. People are being assholes about it. And a good 6-7 people are going to personally think I'm targeting them by saying that but I'm not. So don't stress over it. It's more then one person throwing a serious hissy fit. A few aren't even friends with me anymore. But the way I se it is that if you drop me as a friend ovee something so trivial as me dating, then you weren't my friend to begin with. Period. We have been going out alot, riding his harley and just having a grand time.
I've been going through mood swings lately. NO I'M NOT PREGNANT. Before people startt elling me I am (I had that scare becaose people told me I was prego when I wasn't and it made me belive I was.) No no no. I'm not playing that game again. Don't make me more stressed then I am. Any how, back on topic. So work has been dreadingly slow and I;ve been stressing out. Letting my 'tude' out on people and just being a "delight" to be with. About the only person I haven't snapped at is Drew. Though I Have been a bit snarky but the throws the sarcasm right back. Nah. I've been over stressing and it's throw me for a loop. I'm sleeping alot more, eating more, crying alot, being downright moody, gained a bit of weight. Spoke to a friend. She tells me "oh your pregnant!" I freaked out. Took a test. Negative. Went to my ob gyn, had a look see and some more testing. Also a no go. So I don't want to have another persin tell me that ever again because I will start killing people. -_-
But yeah. Spoke to my counsler at the gyn and she related it all to stress. I'm ok. Just not making what I need to survive. So I fixed to problem. Got a roommate that fits Matt's and my criteria and can pay and wont screw us over. I have a woman and her husband moving in to help pay for bills. $500 a month. I think $300 goes to rent the rest to bills. Dratsic help there and they are supplying their own food mostly. The wife works 7 days a week and the husband is self-employed.
Now to my plans. My sisters Birthday just passed and for it I'm visiting this Monday with gifties and to spoil her the best I can. Drew is comming with for he is my ride. Yay. She wants us to stay for Din Din but we will need to leave by 8 to get home in time for him to go to bed, he has an early day at work Tuesday, poor dear. But we want ot take her to the movies or a carnival. Or something equally fun. I'm going to try to slip her some money if I have it, prolly wont because I'm not making shit. Who wants to donate? (just kidding... or am I?) LOL any how. Matt got her and awsome gift. And I want to say now I have absolutely NOTHING to do witht he gift he got her. It was all Matt I give him 1000000000000000% credit. His gift is 1000 times better then mine because he sucks like that ;) LOL thats right Matt, out do big sister. Thats ok. I'll remeber that when I tickle you to death. Any how Joking aside. Drew also chiped in, and also out did me. -_- I hate not making a enough, but thats just because I'm a good girl and not a slut. Yay me. I just hope she's happy to have me home for a day. I love her with all my heart