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i am done done done with all drama in my life. im sick of people who sit there and create it. for a while i didn't have any drama at all. but now all of a sudden im fighting with a girl who calls herself my best friend? im so tired of being in this friendship where i feel like i cant count on her. you are supposed to be able to feel like your best friend has your back. no matter what. i have learned that is not the case with me and my best friend. i have learned that she would rather hang out with anyone else on the entire planet except for me. my guy friends spencer and will have my back all the time and we aren't even of the same gender. and it's like every time she gets upset at me she starts talking to spencer more and like talking about hooking up with him and doing things with him to make me jealous. and im just like "..uhh hello...im dating someone...i dont care about you and spencer.." im so happy on the chorus trip we went our seperate ways. it made my trip that much more enjoyable. she was a complete bitch on the chorus trip. she went around telling everyone how much of a bitch i was being and much i was getting on her nerves. then she was cramping, so i went out of my way to see who the bus nurse was and when that nurse was going to have midol. then since they didn't have it at the moment i was ilke "hey get some advil" and in the bitchyest meanest tone she goes "ADVIL IS FOR BLOOD PROBLEMS NOT CRAMPS I DONT NEED ADVIL" and im just like....okay.?? then she just did obnoxious things that made people look at her like "shut the fuck up" not to mention everyone on the trip who was talking to me was asking why she was being different and why she was being really gay. people at home are noticing her bitchyness too. it's not just me. i just dont understand what her problem is. of corse none of this phases her. she's just fine not being my friend. she doesn't give a shit whether we talk or not. so whatever. i dont need her. and she doesn't need me. looks like our friendship can just dissappear and i can go on with no fucking drama.