sadness.
so i could type out the whole story.
but i dont really have time.
no one reads this anways.
but i cant see or talk to richy for 30 days.
except on wednesdays.
and im kinda sorta upset about it.
cause i like him.
a lot.
i dont think i've cried as hard as i did last night in a long time.
i couldn't even freaking drive home.
it was bad.
i guess this just means 30 days till happiness.