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Ok.. well i finally decided to write in my lj b/c i decided it was time to clear up some stuff...
I can't help wat is happening to me ... I am changing it isn't something I can't control.. I try soo hard .. but some people are so different from me now that I feel like i am slipping apart from them.. they are soo different and things they do is so immature
I dun like mentioning names .. but a couple of people in particular that bother me so much
One of my friends is very sheltered it's hard to say anything to her.. without recieving anegative comment are a nod of disaprovement.
Another one of my friends acts so immature that is seizes to amaze me at times if she is even 14. yeah , I act immature but not all the time.. she is also hurts my feelings even without realizing it... I waana tell her it hurts me .. but I dun think she'll take it the right way.
Lastly , One of my friends acts weird sometimes , nice sometimes and bitchy at other times.. she has these mood swings all the time .. and it bothers me but once again have no control over it
I try to be nice .. sometimes I act like a dumb blonde ( please dun take this comment offensevly)....but I feel so insecure.. like everyone hates me!.. o has something againsnt ..
In another words I feel like I can't really rely on anyone except Erin..
I can't help wat is happening to me ... I am changing it isn't something I can't control.. I try soo hard .. but some people are so different from me now that I feel like i am slipping apart from them.. they are soo different and things they do is so immature
I dun like mentioning names .. but a couple of people in particular that bother me so much
One of my friends is very sheltered it's hard to say anything to her.. without recieving anegative comment are a nod of disaprovement.
Another one of my friends acts so immature that is seizes to amaze me at times if she is even 14. yeah , I act immature but not all the time.. she is also hurts my feelings even without realizing it... I waana tell her it hurts me .. but I dun think she'll take it the right way.
Lastly , One of my friends acts weird sometimes , nice sometimes and bitchy at other times.. she has these mood swings all the time .. and it bothers me but once again have no control over it
I try to be nice .. sometimes I act like a dumb blonde ( please dun take this comment offensevly)....but I feel so insecure.. like everyone hates me!.. o has something againsnt ..
In another words I feel like I can't really rely on anyone except Erin..