kristen help me

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i told john about ashley and he was so sincere. he told me i had to tell my mom and that no matter what my mom needs to know now. he made me cry. it was so sweet. i think i might be falling for him again. i dont care who knows it but what he said just...i dunno...opened up my heart. he is the best person i know right now.
i also talked to gilyoun. that made me even happier. im going to bed with tears wet on my face'cause i dont know what to do about ashley or john. i need to talk to you tomorrw.
love jess