Oct 22, 2004 16:05
i fucken hate it here, i just got into another fight. i hate her so much. im crying. and the part that hurts most is that no one cares, and no one knows how seriously bad it is kills me. and i cant do aqnything about this all to make myself feel better but get a job, and i cant. she wouldnt give me the fucken phone and shes on it 24/7. i said id just get the one out iof her room eventually and she gave it to me. later shes gonna blamn me for scaring all the lil kids (her daycare is still on) and i was the one who keep screaming back 'i dont care, i dont want to talk about this now, shut up, fucken go away god' like fuck.
oh and now shes calling a home today and if she can get me out of here today she will. and i dont want to go. i worry for my dog. shes always trying to turn him against me (she use to call herself his mother and all), she woulnt let me take him to teh vets ever, and shes just fuck i hate her. well this is great. a girls home , just what i need. if she hadnt screwed up the first birth certifacate, id have a job by now and i wouldnt be snaping at her every few days. FUCK!