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Oct 20, 2004 17:33

leave it up to my mom to ruin my day. fuck. like i was being silly and and making a face at her while i was eating some crust from my grilled chesse i was making. and she was like 'whats ur problem?' and i was like 'what? i didnt do anything this time im in a good mood!' and she said 'ya, i think u have a disorder or soemthing sarah. u need to get that checked out.' i icnored that and wasnt as happy after plus i was bored and i have cramps so that added to it.

ok so like an hour later i hear her getting a coat on and all and i came out of my room still in a good mood and such and i asked where she was going, she said walmart and i asked if i could come and she said no. i said thats not fare and i want to come. and she was like 'no, i dunno how ull behave and if ull ahve an outburst' wtf is her problem? she thinsk its yelling if u say above a wisper that u think that shirt is ugly. so i asked if shed get me my perfume atleast(she wont buy me hair products anymore eather) and she said no and that ive been to spoiled. now WTF? ill admit i was really spoiled when i was a kid(welll i got money to go to teh store withh out having to work for it) till brent came along. but i didnt abuse it, and i was a good kid and all. i wasnt a selfish lying greedy kid who took teh money and used it on other things. everything was perfect till brent came along. so yeah apperently im to spoiled(which is bull shit cuz ive never gotten an allowence that lastest longer then a week and alll). i just wanna fucken kill her, i cant type anymore about this or ill throw this keybored. im going for a smoke.
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