(no subject)
blech.
so, now, at nearly 23, i find myself going through the week with more days i'm sick than not. it kind of sucks. i look forward to days where i don't have to use the bathroom after a meal a lot. i'm trying not to whine or complain about it, since there are so many people worse off than i am, but it does suck. i mean, how would you like it if you went from being able to eat whatever you like with no consequences other than you might gain weight, and then suddenly you have to watch whatever you eat and hope that it doesn't make you sick. then find that of course, you have your absolute crap days, and your good days. so nothing you eat is really safe. sucky part is that i'm gaining weight instead of losing it, because i get hungry after a while. apparently my body, while it rejects a lot of what i do eat, it stores a lot of the nutrients and such. which stinks on ice.
my birthday is in less than a month. i'm going to pf chang's (chinese place) and i'm going to order just the chicken fried rice, which i was okay with the other day (aka they keep the amount of fat in theirs pretty low), but if i'm having a bad day, i won't be okay with on my birthday. and that would really suck. especially since we're going to have cheesecake after (which is basically guaranteed to make me sick so i'll just have a little and save the rest) and then fireworks. i'm really crossing my fingers i don't get sick.
as far as getting sick goes-again, i have my bad and good days. on a good day, i'll be sick and then be fine after. on a bad day, like today, i'll be sick and still have a sick to my stomach feeling after. i've gotten to the point where i don't even care really when i just get sick. but it is really yucky to get sick and continue feeling that way.
anyway. the end of my blechness post. thanks for reading, tho i doubt anybody is anymore (most people don't use lj anymore i find).
so, now, at nearly 23, i find myself going through the week with more days i'm sick than not. it kind of sucks. i look forward to days where i don't have to use the bathroom after a meal a lot. i'm trying not to whine or complain about it, since there are so many people worse off than i am, but it does suck. i mean, how would you like it if you went from being able to eat whatever you like with no consequences other than you might gain weight, and then suddenly you have to watch whatever you eat and hope that it doesn't make you sick. then find that of course, you have your absolute crap days, and your good days. so nothing you eat is really safe. sucky part is that i'm gaining weight instead of losing it, because i get hungry after a while. apparently my body, while it rejects a lot of what i do eat, it stores a lot of the nutrients and such. which stinks on ice.
my birthday is in less than a month. i'm going to pf chang's (chinese place) and i'm going to order just the chicken fried rice, which i was okay with the other day (aka they keep the amount of fat in theirs pretty low), but if i'm having a bad day, i won't be okay with on my birthday. and that would really suck. especially since we're going to have cheesecake after (which is basically guaranteed to make me sick so i'll just have a little and save the rest) and then fireworks. i'm really crossing my fingers i don't get sick.
as far as getting sick goes-again, i have my bad and good days. on a good day, i'll be sick and then be fine after. on a bad day, like today, i'll be sick and still have a sick to my stomach feeling after. i've gotten to the point where i don't even care really when i just get sick. but it is really yucky to get sick and continue feeling that way.
anyway. the end of my blechness post. thanks for reading, tho i doubt anybody is anymore (most people don't use lj anymore i find).