Okay....

[kitkat2010]

Scratch that. As for now...on hold with the move...which is fine...though I was excited, not only to move somewhere, but to be with him, and the other stuff that would come with it. Because of some issues...with his cousin he was going in with...his cousin will have to get out, or be kicked out...and my babe doesnt want to be left there all alone. I understand that. That, and he confessed (so sweet)...that the reason he was going in is so he can he support me more, and a family. How great is that? He knows...as long as I have him...i'm fine, I dont need a lot of things to make me happy. He makes me happy. So....yes I was excited to move...along with the other things that would have come with that, but im also excited that he's not joining, I wont have to miss him as much or for as long....at least at this point in time. He wont have to cut his hair. And...some of the plans we would have done, we can wait on...though we were fine with it....little soon, that and we both want our families there. (Our rings will be ready soon though...which im excited about also.)

You ever have that feeling...your in love...and then realize later..once it's over...that it wasnt love. And realize more what love really is. If you havent...I pray you will someday feel what I have. I have never felt this way...and absolutly love it. I keep thinking my heart can't feel stronger or more...yet everyday, every minute...this feeling keeps growing. It's amazing, yet undiscribable. I love you babe. Always and forever.