Dreams
So things have been much better as of late. I watched this movie called The Secret. It's basically about the Law of Attraction and how if you ask for it, believe in it, and feel positive about it, you'll receive it. Anything you could imagine. I've decided to use this with Ivan. Ivan and I almost ended the relationship, we were fighting at a constant rate. I talked to my mom and with him on too many occasions, causing my phone bill to sky rocket to $100 this month! But I was able to figure out that I don't think I could live without him and that I want to fight for him and how much I really do love him. I needed him to try and let me go before I could know how much I really wanted him to be in my life. Now I am trying to always be grateful for him, everyday. He's an amazing person. He possesses all the things I've always wanted in a man. My mom and aunt are convinced that I'm going to be the one taking care of him, but I think they need to have a little more faith. He wants to take of me and any family that he has, I believe him. I know that right now, he isn't able to do this, but that doesn't mean that he won't be able to. Things are much harder now and days than when the generation before was coming up. We're in the throws of serious unemployment and a recession that has everyone scrounging to make ends meet. Regardless of that, I don't want the basis of any relationship I am ever in to be about money. I will never be with a man because of how much money he makes. It's shallow, really. I understand having money makes life easier, but it isn't as if Ivan has no aspirations. He wants to be on the SFPD. Although this scares me half to death, I fully support him. He's currently waiting on the results of his exam that he took just over a week ago. I really hope he did well enough to move on with the hiring process. I know this job will make him happy, and even if it doesn't, he can always try to find something else. I want to be happy. Having Ivan in my life will allow me to accomplish this.
There are places I really want to see and things I want to experience in life:
Rio Brazil Carnival
A party that takes place 4 days before Ash Wednesday. Lots of dancing and colorful clothes. Parades and fun!
Venice Italy
Florence Italy
Rome Italy
Milan Italy
Time Square, New York City, New York
CALIFORNIA adventures:
49 Mile Scenic Drive, California
These days, a blue and white seagull sign will guide through the drive. The route starts at the intersection of Van Ness Avenue and Hayes Street.
Beach Blanket Babylon San Francisco North beach district
Crocker Art Museum Downtown Sacramento
Berkeley Hearst Museum of Anthropology
Museum of Paleontology in the University of California Berkeley
Yosemite National Park
Lake Tahoe
Redwood Forest National Park
Thats all for now... I'll post more things to visit later
There are places I really want to see and things I want to experience in life:
Rio Brazil Carnival
A party that takes place 4 days before Ash Wednesday. Lots of dancing and colorful clothes. Parades and fun!
Venice Italy
Florence Italy
Rome Italy
Milan Italy
Time Square, New York City, New York
CALIFORNIA adventures:
49 Mile Scenic Drive, California
These days, a blue and white seagull sign will guide through the drive. The route starts at the intersection of Van Ness Avenue and Hayes Street.
Beach Blanket Babylon San Francisco North beach district
Crocker Art Museum Downtown Sacramento
Berkeley Hearst Museum of Anthropology
Museum of Paleontology in the University of California Berkeley
Yosemite National Park
Lake Tahoe
Redwood Forest National Park
Thats all for now... I'll post more things to visit later