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[kitkat08]

wow this week has been reall weird. hung out with britt. and then i hung out with mike and ben. ya well yesterday i went on ben's bus and came home on bens bus. and then i was hanging out with ben. and he was flirting with britt. well then i go to mikes and talk about everything about how i like ben and shit. well today after skool i went on their bus and is was hillarious. this ugly guy was sitting by me and mike was spraying me with water. lol. ya and katie is really cool. ya and then me, ben , and mike get off and i go bens house. well ya they were getting me all wet. and ya it was fun. then i go home and mike tells me to go over to bens house and tell ben how i feel. so well i do. and i was over ther for like 2hours. talking. ppl might say it wud be boring but not with the guy u really like. i don't i felt like i was safe or something like that. well we were talking and i was telling him how i don't know wat to do cuz i like him and i knoe it will never work so i wanna be just friends. well everytime i see him i start liking him. and he was like well the best thing for you to do is not to be friends with me. and i was telling him how could he say that cuz he felt the same thing for another day and he knows how hard it is to let go. and i guess he is the only person that REALLY understands wat i am feeling cuz he felt the same way. well i don't know wat to do cuz i wanna be real good friends with him but ya i will start liking him more. hmm??? then i left after a while. and now i am here. and i guess his ex-girlfriend is comming down for 4 weeks from germany. well i really can't do anything anymore i just have to fucking deal with this. ya well i am gonna go. bye. ttyl.
~Katya~















well i g2g bi.