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July is coming up so fast and I really want to go home to suprise my mom for her birthday, but its difficult. Moneywise, I can't really afford to fly up there. But the thing is, she needs to see me. I think it might help her with the acceptance that I moved to Texas. That and I think it would be the best gift she ever gets. I am trying to get a loan because my family can't really afford to help me pay for it either, so instead of having it as a gift from all of us, it will have to be a gift from just me. I hope that things work out that I can go. I pray to the goddess that it works out, but we will see.
I am going to see the Da Vinci Code tomorrow. I have been waiting for the movie to come out since last year, so I am VERY excited. I hope its not a disappointment.
Oh, and more lyrics from a song that has meaning for me right now.
#1 Crush - Garbage
I would die for you,
I would die for you,
I've been dying just to feel you by my side, to know that you're mine.
I would cry for you,
I would cry for you,
I will wash away your pain with all my tears, and drown your fear.
ah
ah
ah
ah
I will pray for you,
I will pray for you,
I would sell my soul for some thing pure and true, someone like you.
See your face every place that I walk in,
Hear your voice every time I’m talking.
You will believe in me,
And I will never be ignored.
I would burn for you,
Feel pain for you,
I will twist the knife and bleed my aching heart,
And tear it apart.
I would lie for you,
Beg and steal for you,
I would crawl on hands and knees until you see,
You're just like me.
Violate all my love that I'm missing,
Throw away all the pain that I'm living.
You will believe in me,
And I can never be ignored.
I would die for you,
ah
ah
ah
ah
I would kill for you,
ah
ah
ah
ah
I would steal for you,
ah
ah
I'd do time for you.
ah
ah
I would wait for you.
ah
ah
I'd make room for you.
ah
ah
I'd sail ships for you
ah
ah
to be close to you,
ah
ah
To be a part of you,
ah
ah
'cause I believe in you.
ah
ah
I believe in you,
I would die for you.
I am going to see the Da Vinci Code tomorrow. I have been waiting for the movie to come out since last year, so I am VERY excited. I hope its not a disappointment.
Oh, and more lyrics from a song that has meaning for me right now.
#1 Crush - Garbage
I would die for you,
I would die for you,
I've been dying just to feel you by my side, to know that you're mine.
I would cry for you,
I would cry for you,
I will wash away your pain with all my tears, and drown your fear.
ah
ah
ah
ah
I will pray for you,
I will pray for you,
I would sell my soul for some thing pure and true, someone like you.
See your face every place that I walk in,
Hear your voice every time I’m talking.
You will believe in me,
And I will never be ignored.
I would burn for you,
Feel pain for you,
I will twist the knife and bleed my aching heart,
And tear it apart.
I would lie for you,
Beg and steal for you,
I would crawl on hands and knees until you see,
You're just like me.
Violate all my love that I'm missing,
Throw away all the pain that I'm living.
You will believe in me,
And I can never be ignored.
I would die for you,
ah
ah
ah
ah
I would kill for you,
ah
ah
ah
ah
I would steal for you,
ah
ah
I'd do time for you.
ah
ah
I would wait for you.
ah
ah
I'd make room for you.
ah
ah
I'd sail ships for you
ah
ah
to be close to you,
ah
ah
To be a part of you,
ah
ah
'cause I believe in you.
ah
ah
I believe in you,
I would die for you.