The big 3-0

[kithgurlie]

I'm starting to have some real anxiety about turning 30. It's coming from the "what the hell am I doing with my life?" aspect more than the "God I'm so old" angle. I've been compulsively listening to 30/90 by Jonathan Larson and thinking about the desire to hold on to my "VERY late twenties." Big surprise, I'm acting like a head case about something inevitable.

Guess I'll be an official grownup in a few days.

I don't want it.