So cut my wrist and black my eyes so I can asleep tonight, or die...
Cade and I quit the band...so yeah...I'm going to call every one in the next two days and tell them that we both quit and that they can do whatever they like....
I'm going to form a new band or at least attempt to with people I know, hopefully I'll find what I'm looking for.
And I think Dee is mad at me, why? I have no idea...but she does get moody around her birthday...so I don't know I tried to call her a few times and it sounded like she couldn't hear me. Oh well whatever, I have nothing to do....I'm sittin here listening to music wishing I was somewhere that i can't be....wishing I ws people I can't be with...I'm so depressed right now its not even funny. Nothings going in my favor...my life sucks so much sometimes...