I was begging for a distraction. I really should be studying.

Jan 23, 2007 15:33

Finally yes!
Finally now!
Finally something takes me away
Finally free!
Finally he can cut through these strings
And open my wings!

So goodbye until tomorrow!
Goodbye until my feet touch the floor
And I will be waiting
I will be waiting!
Goodbye until tomorrow
Goodbye until the rest of my life
And I have been waiting
I have been waiting for you...

Today was...amazing.
There really was no reason for it to be anything out of the ordinary.
I spent the morning with Adi (yes, that Adi) and Lior, studying for a ginormous history exam tomorrow. Remarkably, we actually got a lot done.
And I don't know what happened. I really don't.
I guess I finally realize what everyone's been talking about.
We slowly got closer, cheek to cheek, petting, stroking. Lior had his arm around me, I leaned in.
No, no kiss. Just a completely wonderful feeling. Smiles and gentle breathing.
I haven't been drawn to a guy in so long, it's just been girl after girl after girl. I was starting to think about the possiblity of being a full-fledged lesbian. I'm glad I still have this side to me.
We spent a while together on the couch in the empty lobby at school. You know something's happened when people walk by and smile or go "Awww!"

I sent him a text message saying how I enjoyed myself today.
"It was my pleasure. We'll talk about what happens next...We shall see :) "

And now, I attempt to study with the butterflies in my stomach.

lior, love, sexuality, adi

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