Weird dreams are so scary.
okay yesterday night i got the weirdest and worst dream so far in my life. okay so it started when i was shopping with my grandfather happily and stuffs and it has so far never happened in real life. everything was happy, buying groceriesand stuffs then we were about to take a train home then i saw him standing in front of the yellow line and the mrt station so i walked forward and tried to grab him back but somehow i missed and some unknown force from behind pushed me and i fell onto the track and i blacked out instantly. only to wake up to black space, words in white font appeared before me saying "been suicidal haven't you?" then it faded off then followed by "now it's time to join those up there." and then i faded i and started dropping down into black space, then i saw my family and dearest friends in the background as they started to fade off from me as well and i continue to drop downwards. omg wtf man for like 10mins i seriously thought that i died cause from what i heard is that if you die in your dreams, you die in real like too. suddenly feared death, thought about that there so much stuffs left undone and whats going to happen afterwards and all omg. seriously it was damn scary and falling like and eternity period of time and watching the flashbacks i suddenly woke up. omg, woke up and frozed in bed for like 5 mins not knowing if i have really woken up yet seriously damn shocking. then checked the time its 3.52am. dont know if i should be relieved or what so therefore i shall treasure my life now. omg this is seriously a wake up call but omg i dont want die okay hate weird dreams hope i get a peaceful night today.
oh i dreamt that i went on some holiday after the falling one with lots of friends so yeah seems like i woken up to alot of things in one night maybe i think too much.
btw, i have been diagnosed with acute laryngitis. wtf this sucks okay at least i can still speak like a duck.