happy first day of autumn, friends!

[kitesflyhigh]

i am excited for the smell of pine and cinnamon in the cold air. i want to go to the state fair and eat a big fat juicey turkey leg and have some funnel cake. afterwards, i want to ride on rollercoasters and explore some haunted houses. not real ones, the ones filled with scary masks and mysterious fog and spine tingling ghost noises all blaring from the boom box. i want to do all of this while dressed up as a bear. i think i have a growing obsession with bears, i love them. brown bears, polar bears, panda bears, care bears, so fucking cute.
there is too much saddness today to write.
i want to make some apple muffins and have a big glass of soymilk,
and spend the afternoon watching disney flicks.