Jul 09, 2011 22:23
Sometimes it hits me how vulnerable I've become. It takes me longer to love someone or something, but once I fell in love, I would be inconsolable.
I've always been afraid of changes, but never has it terrified me as much as it does right now. Every lightest difference in life would take me such long time to adapt. I've become more judgmental, even more conservative. I don't even bother to argue with anyone anymore because no matter how it goes, I won't change my mind.
This is uncomfortable.
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