how to harvest positive energy?
I don't feel buoyed by positive energy, but I know things are going well. Honestly, that is all that matters: that things continue to improve. For instance, today I put in over 3 hours worth of language studying: I studied German, Spanish, and Latin. I feel tremendously good about that.
But I'm feeling a somewhat empty feeling, at the same time. I keep piling on all these chores and activities; each day is, indeed, being increasingly complex and driven by certain needs. I need to fulfill my spiritual needs; the needs of my physical and mental health; in addition to these two (or three) components, there is also the matter of tending to the credential program business. There is, indeed, much to do.
Fortunately, after nearly 3 years of hibernation, I feel myself fulfilling the tasks I have long since put off. I'm doing so well. Everyone is commenting on it, even. I feel as if it should be more infectious, this positive energy. But perhaps I am not manifesting it outward like I hoped I would?
I am trying, desperately, to be the change in the world I want to see. But why does it feel like it's not enough?
But I'm feeling a somewhat empty feeling, at the same time. I keep piling on all these chores and activities; each day is, indeed, being increasingly complex and driven by certain needs. I need to fulfill my spiritual needs; the needs of my physical and mental health; in addition to these two (or three) components, there is also the matter of tending to the credential program business. There is, indeed, much to do.
Fortunately, after nearly 3 years of hibernation, I feel myself fulfilling the tasks I have long since put off. I'm doing so well. Everyone is commenting on it, even. I feel as if it should be more infectious, this positive energy. But perhaps I am not manifesting it outward like I hoped I would?
I am trying, desperately, to be the change in the world I want to see. But why does it feel like it's not enough?