Was that really only a weekend?
Well, I believe I did update this morning. Yes. Right before bedtime. *blink* I think even if I reread it, I wouldn't get it. My mind feels active; that happens. It seems whenever I go to a store containing books of my interest, rather than be able to read the books, I start writing books in my head. I did start writing something totally inspired to-day, and I found a way to connect it to another snippet of something I wrote in January. very nice.
I keep feeling like I need to get reorganised for some reason. It really makes no sense; my room is lovely and clean and wonderful. However, I think it's time I dig deeper into previous Michaels. This weekend was odd in that sense; I kept being bombarded, mostly by myself, with junior high things. For instance, I looked at some of my art yesterday. True, it was from high school, but looking at the dates, it's been nearly two years. Why can't I write poetry and draw?! roar. I'll get that cleared up soon enough. I listened to Blondie, and Black Sabbath, and Best of Jefferson Airplane, and Best of Mamas and Papas; mostly stuff I hadn't listened to that often to since junior high. Okay, I listen to Jefferson Airplane and Blondie a lot since then, but not from the same perspective. I felt myself shift, and I'm not sure how. I felt younger, but weary for some reason. It's never hit me quite like this before. Never. I should almost have a mini horror-film festival to reconnect with myself from the 6th grade. yeah. that'd be awesome, I think.
I'm rambling again. I'm glad. A visitor once more popped up, and signified the end of the weekend. His name is Ben. :D yeah. I have this whole thing about, a door bell, an IM beep, or a phone call .. .and if done at the right moment. . BANG it shifts it. but, since I was already shifting, it's just changed the pace and direction of the shifting. I don't feel capable of making sense right now. pretty tired. should sleep. really should. but, I can tell from my body, exercise would be greatly appreciated as well. damn. need to do something right this week.
so, yeah. Danny and Zack spent the night. I went to bed shortly after updating this morning. Yesterday was spent with those two, and Holly and Jayme, but mostly Lisa. you know that whole ringing principle? the phone rang. Zack. gah, when will I have a regular update? roar. cheers. sorry aboot it.
I keep feeling like I need to get reorganised for some reason. It really makes no sense; my room is lovely and clean and wonderful. However, I think it's time I dig deeper into previous Michaels. This weekend was odd in that sense; I kept being bombarded, mostly by myself, with junior high things. For instance, I looked at some of my art yesterday. True, it was from high school, but looking at the dates, it's been nearly two years. Why can't I write poetry and draw?! roar. I'll get that cleared up soon enough. I listened to Blondie, and Black Sabbath, and Best of Jefferson Airplane, and Best of Mamas and Papas; mostly stuff I hadn't listened to that often to since junior high. Okay, I listen to Jefferson Airplane and Blondie a lot since then, but not from the same perspective. I felt myself shift, and I'm not sure how. I felt younger, but weary for some reason. It's never hit me quite like this before. Never. I should almost have a mini horror-film festival to reconnect with myself from the 6th grade. yeah. that'd be awesome, I think.
I'm rambling again. I'm glad. A visitor once more popped up, and signified the end of the weekend. His name is Ben. :D yeah. I have this whole thing about, a door bell, an IM beep, or a phone call .. .and if done at the right moment. . BANG it shifts it. but, since I was already shifting, it's just changed the pace and direction of the shifting. I don't feel capable of making sense right now. pretty tired. should sleep. really should. but, I can tell from my body, exercise would be greatly appreciated as well. damn. need to do something right this week.
so, yeah. Danny and Zack spent the night. I went to bed shortly after updating this morning. Yesterday was spent with those two, and Holly and Jayme, but mostly Lisa. you know that whole ringing principle? the phone rang. Zack. gah, when will I have a regular update? roar. cheers. sorry aboot it.