Me...and life...and all that stuff
So yeah. Thinking a lot. I saw Spider Man 3 yesterday, and honestly, I thought it was a lot better than the critics said it was. Maybe because I like complicated plots etc. And I just finished the (cool) fantasy novel I've been reading (The Dreaming Stone, or something). Anyway, both those things have me thinking about the nature of trust, reality, our selves, friendship...:p
Anyway, I've also come to the realisation that the reason I run out of things to say/say stupid things (that at elast seem stupid to me)/sometimes may seem boring or overly quiet is that I'm so worried about those things. I am not pathetic! I am not perfect, or right for everyone, but I am actually worth talking to. This is not the way I usually approach things - I usually try to prove to people that I am worth it by measuring every single word in complete fear and shyness, or I hide away and don't talk to anyone. :s lol, let's see how long this lasts. :p
Anyway, I've also come to the realisation that the reason I run out of things to say/say stupid things (that at elast seem stupid to me)/sometimes may seem boring or overly quiet is that I'm so worried about those things. I am not pathetic! I am not perfect, or right for everyone, but I am actually worth talking to. This is not the way I usually approach things - I usually try to prove to people that I am worth it by measuring every single word in complete fear and shyness, or I hide away and don't talk to anyone. :s lol, let's see how long this lasts. :p