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So... the new place fell through... so did the next 3. I am seeking despretly now to find a place!
I may look outside of fort wayne at this point just to have something!
Life is getting complicated awfully quickly. Mostly becuase I am letting it.
I think distance is a great thing. Keeps the mind rational, even when ya don't want to be!
Nome is acting out alot and I am having to be really mean with her. I know it's my fault because sh'es mad about the changes. I'm sorry baby. Mommy f*cked up and thought she had the right guy. Now... maybe no more guys. Seems safer than making a mistake a 3rd time and hurting my babies again.
I may look outside of fort wayne at this point just to have something!
Life is getting complicated awfully quickly. Mostly becuase I am letting it.
I think distance is a great thing. Keeps the mind rational, even when ya don't want to be!
Nome is acting out alot and I am having to be really mean with her. I know it's my fault because sh'es mad about the changes. I'm sorry baby. Mommy f*cked up and thought she had the right guy. Now... maybe no more guys. Seems safer than making a mistake a 3rd time and hurting my babies again.