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1. I have an unhealthy obsession with Ugly Betty. That show makes me feel like all my guilty pleasures are wrapped up in one! The fashion stuff, music, and geeks! One top of it, I SO feel like Betty half the time. Like there is some cosmic joke that I missed, yet everyone else gets. Also, I feel like I can find a role that I rock at but no matter how hard I try I will always be stuck running round making others look good. But at the end of the day if they smile and say thanks, I will always feel like I am a success.
2. My brothers are amazing! But the last 3 years have pulled us apart. We grew up tight as can be, the 3 musketeers and all that. Heck my brothers were in the hospital with me both times I was in labour and took turns holding my hands during contractions. My first wedding, my brothers gave me away. But the saddest part of the past 3 years is that we don't talk that often. We rarely see each other and honestly don't confide or turn to each other for help anymore. I miss my brothers.
3. My winter laziness is kicking in. These are the times I hide out and curl up under blankets with a good book or movie. I also tend to eat lots of comfort foods and gain like 15lbs lol. I LOVE the winter cudle time!!!! I want some warm oatmeal with yummy cinnamon and brown sugar then I want some warm cider. Or maybe some chili with gooey cheese and steamy and yummy. Ohhh or maybe some homemade chicken and dumplings. My grandma used to make them and they were AMAZING!
4. I don't want to go back to college. I want to find a full time secretary job and be content. I HATE school. I LOVE working and getting a paycheck. I love feeling productive, and supporting my family. I really only went to school to please my family, and that isn't a good reason.
5. I LOVE dancing. Now that said, I may not be good at it, but I love doing it. Nothing is more fun than having the music cranked and dancing around like a fool! I like going to clubs and all that too. But, having a good stereo thumping, sock wearing, bootie shake around my house lifts my mood faster
6. I'm a scared person. Being alone scares me. Being in a relationship scares me. Being a mom scares me, but even the thought of my babies not with me makes my heart stop. Everyday I am convinced something is going to rip away all the things that matter. I smile and go on but inside I am a shy scared little girl. There really is no reason for this but I feel that people HAVE to like me. I will go above and beyond, even changing myself to make others like me more. I have reinvented myself a million times because I thought it was what others wanted. Being a people pleaser takes a hell of lot of work, and I need to get over it. Maybe if I quit caring what others think I won't be scared.
7. I want that moment between sleep and wake where all dreams feel real and there are no worries to last FOREVER. That place where your shoulders feel free of all the worries. Your fears don't exist and your maybes seem possible. Those are the moments that I love most in life, when fairy tales could come true.
8. I grew up LOVING scary movies. Now I HATE them. I used to love the whole Jason, Freddy, Micheal, and Chucky movies. Nowdays the movies are psychologically scary as hell. I don't like leaving the theatre petrified. Give me the vats of fake blood and big over the top acting with girls running up the stairs instead of out the door. I love the old "Scream Queen" thing, girls with big boobs, bigger hair and high heels who can curl your blood with one good scream. The movies nowdays are SO realistic that my hands shake and my heart races. I miss watching scary movies and enjoying them.
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Chibikitt3n, Raededmee, Brittercritter, Cyberkat04, Dreamqeen, Femalegamer, Maxwellhouse422, Sunshine_tears