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God i hate him so much right now...why did he have to be such a complete ass..all i ever did was love him. and in return i get a slap in the face. (figuratively not literally). He is such an asshole..i just hate him so much for doing what he did. I don't think I will ever be able to forgive him for being such a jerk. Fu******ck.....my heart is still ripping into pieces even with him being out of the house. Why did he have to wait so long to say a fucking word to me. Why did he have to be such a fucken coward. RARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRhHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I can't even begin to explain what i am feeling right now..it is a mixture of so many things. I am so sick of feeling this way..these ups and downs are horrible. why am i wasting so much of my time feeling pain for a guy who doesn't even care about me anymore..its ridiculous.
I can't even begin to explain what i am feeling right now..it is a mixture of so many things. I am so sick of feeling this way..these ups and downs are horrible. why am i wasting so much of my time feeling pain for a guy who doesn't even care about me anymore..its ridiculous.