Sep 04, 2005 21:02
i feel restless somehow..itching to kiss and hold someone, just sit on their lap and hold them tight and kiss them hard and long, but not just for fun, i miss the emotional connection too..ah well..i'm workin on patience but sometimes it's sooo hard. just want to soo bad. >< >< >< gah it's crazy. it's so wierd..cause mastrubating barely cuts it any more i rarely do that but still..it's different when it's by another person you know? but w/e i'll deal with it *sigh*.
on another note i can't wait till school in 2 days. it'll be so much fun.and i get to meet all the new ppl in my classes ^-^ just gotta stay on top of my homework this year.