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Unfortunately, today, I couldn't think up a sinfully sarcastic journal title.
I just really feel like a dick. I broke my friends heart, told someone that just had a break up to move on (in a very nice and patient manner mind, but I still feel like a douche), bickered with my mother all day, and managed to get my family mad at me without even realizing it. My cold is gone but the cough is still and I'm having hot and cold periods, and I just don't feel like doing anything. At all. I'm also still too much of a pussy to out and say it to her.
On a lighter note we went to a pet store the other day, and for those not aware I find animals very... Important to me I guess. Being used to having lots of animals just having the cat here now feels empty. There was a baby bunny there, it could fit in my hand and I was petting its head over and over in that one spot that makes them sleepy... And it was the most relaxing, good-feeling thing I've done in months. When the little baby bunny was asleep I felt like problems didn't matter, and happiness did.
On a darker note, I haven't cried like this in months. My head is pounding.
And to two certain someones who actually read all this, and often comment, you have no idea what it means to me.