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[kitain]

I was just sitting at work Pondering today. Since I really couldn't do too much with two half cut off fingers. I was just bouncing stuff back in forth in my head thinking about chances taken or missed or thinking about friends who should have done something different or How I could have done something different In a relationship and I came up with this, something everyone could probably relate to some time or another.

You think I don't want this
You think I don't care
You think I try and blow you off
Something like this is extremely rare
You put up with my shit like few people can
You make me laugh whenever I'm sad
I think you know what you want
But you still are not sure it's worth the chance
Whether I'm worth it
The chance of happiness
The chance of pain
The chance of love
The chance of hate
The chance it could work out
And knowing it would have to end
I know what I want and it scares me to death, Traveling down that road again
Knowing the way it could end
The pain
The tears
The wasted sweat
And Yet....
Not taking that chance Is almost worse
Almost the same
Not knowing what could have been
Not knowing what we could have had
I look down that road day and day again
And think to myself
How you make me feel
How you make me laugh
And I think,
Maybe
You also make me think
You are worth that chance