Confused
Haven't updated in a few days, Sorry about that I have so much going on.
I'm not sure how to feel right now. I'm happy but I'm not. I'm just confused. I guess only time will tell what will happen. The funny thing is If you asked me a week ago what I wanted to happen I could tell you. After today I just don't know. But I'm not going to worry about it. There's no reason to speculate on what could happen. I'll just have to live day to day and see what DOES happen. Thats the best thing to do. Not to say I won't think about the future and consider it, But I won't worry over it
I have had a lot of fun the last two nights. After work on friday I went to hooters with David, Jake and Stacy and her little monster cody. Then a few hours later I went to Applebees with Josh and Steve and had some drinks. Saturday night I headed out to Vinces friend's new sports bar, it's really nice. Like 20 Tv, 6 pool tables, 8 dart boards. Really good food. Had a blast and a beer. Then after I went home Josh and Missy came over and we partied some.
I talked to Christie today on the phone for awhile. We just talked. It was really nice, I miss having those conversations. Of course neither of us really did anything by ourselves in the last few months, like go out with our friends and hanging out with them. So I guess it was hard for us to find things to talk about.
I don't know what I want right now it's a really odd feeling. I thought I did. Now I'm not sure. I have a pretty good idea but it could change. There are certain things I really want and other I totally want nothing to do with. Things I love and things I hate. I hope this makes sense to everyone else as much as it makes sense to me :)
I'm not sure how to feel right now. I'm happy but I'm not. I'm just confused. I guess only time will tell what will happen. The funny thing is If you asked me a week ago what I wanted to happen I could tell you. After today I just don't know. But I'm not going to worry about it. There's no reason to speculate on what could happen. I'll just have to live day to day and see what DOES happen. Thats the best thing to do. Not to say I won't think about the future and consider it, But I won't worry over it
I have had a lot of fun the last two nights. After work on friday I went to hooters with David, Jake and Stacy and her little monster cody. Then a few hours later I went to Applebees with Josh and Steve and had some drinks. Saturday night I headed out to Vinces friend's new sports bar, it's really nice. Like 20 Tv, 6 pool tables, 8 dart boards. Really good food. Had a blast and a beer. Then after I went home Josh and Missy came over and we partied some.
I talked to Christie today on the phone for awhile. We just talked. It was really nice, I miss having those conversations. Of course neither of us really did anything by ourselves in the last few months, like go out with our friends and hanging out with them. So I guess it was hard for us to find things to talk about.
I don't know what I want right now it's a really odd feeling. I thought I did. Now I'm not sure. I have a pretty good idea but it could change. There are certain things I really want and other I totally want nothing to do with. Things I love and things I hate. I hope this makes sense to everyone else as much as it makes sense to me :)